By the scruff of its neck

I had the most amazing opportunity to travel this past week and help some people.

Now not all of what was done will turn out for the best. Remember, people have agency and choice. Some choose wisely and some not so wisely.

Nevertheless, something took place that I really want to share because it is so amazingly sweet.

In the process of clearing someone, I saw what I thought was what we call a gremlin looking out of the persons head at my sighted friend. I mentioned this to her and she indicated she could see it staring at her. This was highly unusual because when they are found out they will usually try to hide. She said something was different or unusual about this “gremlin.” I looked closer and said it looked taller than most, but had the same huge eyes. She agreed, but still said something was different.

These gremlins with the huge eyes look amazing similar to the small stuffed animals that have become so popular in the past few years with the big eyes. Gee, I wonder where that idea might have come from.

I then asked Jesus the Christ to come and cast it out and give it to our Warrior guardians to take care of. At this point my sighted friend’s guardian put his sword up next to the head of the person that was being cleared. The little critter stepped onto the end of the Warriors sword and started to cry and beg for mercy. It got on its knees and put its tiny hands together to plead for its life.

Normally the Warrior guardian will quickly dispatch such gremlins and send them back to hell. But not this time. My sighted friend said she had never seen anything like what happened next. The Warrior guardian talked to the little creature and realized it was not really an evil gremlin, rather it was a “pet” for lack of a word in our language that would describe it. It was a spirit animal that would become a small creature on a world. It had been exploring and been captured by evil. It was then forced into servitude to that evil.

The Warrior guardian showed incredible compassion towards the creature. He grabbed it by the scruff of its neck, not hurting it in the least, and took it to the upper levels of hell, next to where the light begins. There it had a choice of what to do, to stay in darkness or move back to the light.

It chose wisely. Next an Angel animal whisperer came and talked to it. The last my sighted friend saw was the little spirit creature in the Angel’s pocket being carried around and cared for. Yes, they even have Angel animal whisperers in the realms of Light. (That is not what they are really called, but we don’t have a word for it in our language, so that will have to do.) They are actually master animal care takers. They care for, train, and give guidance for the animals of the spirit realm.

And not all creatures in hell started out there. Most yes, but not all.

There are many wonderful insights just shared for those with eyes to see.

Hope you enjoy.


That is the beauty of it!

Had a wonderful friend send me the following:

“Just finished sitting through an Institute class where the instructor, a temple sealer, was explaining to us how somehow, even though the doctrine is pre-mortal to mortal to post-mortal to God-hood, Jesus Christ became a God without ever having been mortal. It was His first shot at being mortal when He arrived to be the Savior.

And then He descended below all things and understands our mortal miseries perfectly even though He lived a sinless perfect life and never experienced any of those things for Himself in mortality….and nobody seems to think this doesn’t add up but me…..”

After reading this my response was, “Huh?”

This reminded me of some dialogue that once upon a time was in the Temple endowment. Because it no longer is, I will quote it.

Adam was calling upon God when a sectarian minister approached him and said:

“I am glad to know that you were calling upon Father. Do you believe in a God who is without body, parts, and passions; who sits on the top of a topless throne; whose center is everywhere and whose circumference is nowhere; who fills the universe, and yet is so small that he can dwell in your heart; who is surrounded by myriads of beings who have been saved by grace, not for any act of theirs, but by His good pleasure? Do you believe in this great Being?”

“I do not. I cannot comprehend such a being.”

Sectarian Minister:
“That is the beauty of it….”

(Man, I sure missed that minister after they took him out of the endowment. He had some great lines.)

I can envision my friend raising her hand and asking the Institute instructor to repeat what he had just explained. He does so, and then asks if she believes in such beautiful doctrine?

My friend then says, in my little vision, “I do not, I cannot comprehend such a being.”

The Institute instructor’s response, “That is the beauty of it!”

Ah yes, the beauty of it. We all knew the sectarian minister’s doctrine was wrong and straight from hell.

I wonder where this doctrine the Institute instructor is dispensing comes from.

I read the first quote to my ten-year-old granddaughter and she laughed because she thought I was joking around, knowing it is wrong. Now she gives me hope. Institute instructors, not so much.

Spiritual Currency – Time and Attention

I have been working on Conquering Spiritual Evil, volume 2 for a while now.

The part that is being written about now is generational healing. In the past I have mentioned how years ago two people came to our town and gave us a paper. We were told to put that paper on our belly button and repeat the prayer/words on it. If we did this we’d heal all of our generations back to Adam. It would be that easy, you know one of those wham, bam, thank you Bonzo deals. Kind of like the fairy dust that the Savior doesn’t use.

In the book, I’m writing about how the Savior comes to a generational healing to work on the master gene helix that is in each of our hearts. He will pull the helix out to work on it, no fairy dust involved. It is hoped all know what a gene helix looks like.

In the many generational healing reports we have there is one I want to quote. Many times he would have Joseph Smith come to help Him:

The Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, reached down into the heart area and extracted the master gene helix. After it was pulled out it didn’t look like a helix at all. It looked like a bar of sickening, black, tar like substance. The entire helix was covered by this substance. Once the helix was totally outside of the body and suspended in midair, the Savior proceeded to remove the crud by the double handfuls which was flung, with considerable force, up through the ceiling and out of sight. The look on the Savior’s face was that of near anger toward the black goo. His love and peace was very strong, yet there was a passion against that black cruddy stuff. It is serenely difficult to describe what was felt.

Joseph Smith was standing beside the Savior observing the process. Joseph had a bucket of soft blue and silver water in his hand. The bucket was made of a rather bright metallic, silver colored, substance. It was brighter and far finer material than what we have on earth. When the black goo had been scraped off, the Savior untwisted the helix and asked Joseph to begin, slowly, pouring the water directly over the exposed helix. As the water was slowly poured the Savior rubbed the helix between His hands, thereby scrubbing off the rest of the goo. It took two buckets full of water to completely clean the helix. (Man, this does sound like work.)

After a quick inspection to make sure every particle of goo had been removed, three gray and black speckled balls were revealed stuck to one rail, one rung, and one in a junction area between the rail and a rung. Beginning with the top ball, the Savior picked apart the tiny balls. They had tiny needles on them and looked very much like a Christmas ball that we made in the past by sticking pins into either Styrofoam or a round fruit. The din head is visible, but the needle is not. Therefore it looks like you have a large ball of nothing but pinheads.

The big problem with the balls the Savior was taking apart is these are curses which are living elements that are attached to the gene helix with the express purpose of interfering with the person’s life through the health, mind, emotions, and, above all, spiritual well-being.

Between the black goo and the curse balls the way is open for far easier possession or control by evil of that person so afflicted. With such removed, the person has a far better chance of advancement and actual God-given choice, not to mention it is vastly more difficult for the forces of evil to take control of a person so cleaned.

As the little needlelike balls were removed the Savior flicked them out and away at a pretty high speed.

I will stop here with what was done next and repeat that it is work to do generational healings. Even our Savior must work at it. I wonder if even He hoped that piece of paper with the prayer on it would have worked? I doubt it. He knows that time and attention are required in this work. Time and attention is sometimes called spiritual currency.

When rungs are broken, genes smashed, missing or broken, curse balls or little snakes are attached, (just a very few of the things we have seen), it takes effort and work to remove them, clean off the helix and repair it. It then takes time for the human body to adjust to the changes and repairs done to the genes by the Savior. The body can and will make actual physical changes according to the gene matrix which is also a living blueprint or template. The changes can take months to complete for some people. If He did extensive work on the body and the master gene helix, there must be a waiting period to keep the person from stressing both the physical and spiritual bodies.

As you can see from a small glimpse into what the Savior does, a piece of paper on the belly button will not do much. It takes our Lord Jesus Christ to do this work. Why some believe that a spirit guide or some low level angel or high level demon is going to do much is beyond me.

I think it is awesome that He brings others in to train them. Isn’t that what this is all about, learning to become like Them.

Also, I did find a good use for the belly button or navel prayer paper. I was short of newspaper to start a fire this morning……..

Take care.


The past several weeks we have been quite busy with clearings, blessings, portalcisms, and generational healings.

One thing has come up over and over while discussing with others what we do and that is exactly what a clearing is. When someone asks for a clearing, what does that look like in their mind? What does it look like in your mind? I’ve come to realize that in most cases we are not speaking about the same thing. Do you think it is semantics?

I asked several people who had their home “cleared” or themselves cleared how it was done. Several said smudging was used to clear them and their home. That made me think of the old LDS chapel/home our friends had in another state. When I first went there, I smudged the entire place. I’m sure they were quite amused with me lighting sage and using feathers to spread the smoke around. And it worked, those demons fled! For a few minutes. I do love the smell of sage and other plants used in smudging.

I looked on the internet to finds ways to clear a home or a person and found:

Take a shower; take a cleansing bath with salts; walk in the rain; sunlight; visualize the aura of others; make sounds (my stomach does this for me); shake your body; stretch; dance; journal; be alone; listen to guided meditation; ask your spirit guides to help; give yourself Reiki; sign up for a Reiki healing session; have a plant in each room (I know what plant those is Colorado and now California would use); claim your space; put salt on the carpet and then vacuum; burn white sage; room spray; high frequency music; and black tourmaline stones.


I asked one person what her energy healer did and she just smudged the house and commanded all negative spirits to leave.

I believe some of these things may be helpful. Okay, I’m trying to be nice.

None of these “clearings” I read or heard about involved the Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. None call upon Him. Therefore, I don’t believe any will truly “clear” much of anything, except vacuuming and drinking Epson salt water. Dark entities are quite good at going into hiding for a while to make one think they have gone away or have been cleared. They love to mess with our minds.

You can take a shower in the rain, while visualizing the aura of others, making all kinds of sounds while shaking and stretching your body, dancing alone while simultaneously listening to a wonderful guided meditation, smoking a stick of sage and not much will happen. I think the dark entities attached to you or in your home will get a kick out of it. Now don’t get me wrong. I also enjoy many of these things and participate in them. But in our experience, we have not seen them “clear” a person of entities, devices, shunts, curses, hexes, weapons, and all the other dark evil negative things that we get slimmed with just by living life. Many of these things will help to keep things off of you once truly cleared, and some, like stones, can keep you balanced.

The only true healer is the Lord Jesus Christ, I don’t care what any spiritual guru tells you. And no, He isn’t a “spirit guide”, or an “Ascended Master”, Source, or anything else except our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, the true Master Healer. I don’t care what some Shaman has told you.

There is much to help us in the world, but when the Savior is left out of the equation, there isn’t much that can help us in this world. I mean truly help us. Oh there are band-aids and cream everywhere to cover up the problem, help a little, and make us feel better like we truly did something. True healing and true clearing involves Him, all else is fakery. (Is that a word?)

Several years ago we were told to formulate a product for people to use to help with their health. We had been involved in a similar product before but those people decided to not manufacture it any more. We knew it needed to come from Him, the Savior. Since I had the availability of two people who could see and hear through the veil I asked for their help.

I gave each one a long list of ingredients and asked them to mark off each one the Lord Jesus Christ wanted in the product. They did so, separately of each other. When I got the two lists back, they had each marked of the same ingredients. That was pretty cool, I thought. Then we had them help with the amounts of each ingredient that went into the product. That took a while and several formulations. I remember walking into my sighted friends home with a freshly formulated bottle and she said, “It has too much [of this] and not enough of [that] in it.” She had been told instantly by Him what it lacked or had too much of. That was just as cool.

Finally we got it right. The former product we worked with had sold for $100 per quart. I had always felt it should be $50 and told them so but they didn’t agree. We were told to offer this for the $50 per quart. It has been that for years now. Unfortunately it now has to go up as the ingredient costs of risen.

I have many dozens of testimonials of what this does for people. For me, I don’t get sick. If I feel something coming on, I will take extra for a day or two. I take a maintenance dosage in the morning and at night. My favorite quote is from a friend in Idaho, “I sure enjoy my good health!”

This stuff works. It is called Ascend. You can only get it from me. We’ve had stores and health professionals want to sell it in their stores and offices but have told them no. Contact me if you want more information. I only bring it up here because I realized that many here are not on my normal email list that I sent this message out to. We are doing one last run for the $50 per quart price, then it goes up to $55.

Have a great week!


Had quite the interesting conversation the other day with a very close “sighted” relative.

We were discussing the “anti-vax” rhetoric on the news the past week or so. I know where I’m at on this supposed issue and what I did with it. I let my children decide what is “best” for their own children, my grandchildren. Though, I must admit there are times I’d like to “open” their minds to some things. But I pretty much keep things to myself unless asked. You know, the agency thing…..

In the middle of our conversation she stated that her husband will come home from work with “illness” attached to him, like the cold and flu variety. We’ve discussed in the past about how some people come home with dark entities attached to them. Only in this case it is what is described as illness. Are there entities attached to illness? You bet there is. Just like with disease.

Remember in one of our books we wrote about the young sighted woman that works at summer camps for children with cancer. She saw that all of them had “cancer” demons attached. Eventually, they would get so sick that there wasn’t enough life energy to suck out and the demons would leave. Many times the child would then go into remission. In other words, what she saw was when the children were in “remission” the cancer demons were gone. Then, if the child got well enough, the cancer demons would come back to feed on them again and then many times the child would transition as the rest of their life energy was sucked out by the entities.

I know, pretty sad.

This sighted relative’s first husband had their first child, a girl, vaccinated up until the age of five or so before they divorced. She remarried a man with two boys, neither of which had been vaccinated. Over time they had another boy together, which they did not vaccinate. I observed, without any comments, that the girl was always sick and the three boys hardly ever got sick.

This post is NOT about whether to vaccinate or to not vaccinate. It is about what I heard, observed, and asked the Lord about.

During our conversation, this sighted relative made the comment that her husband will come home and have “illness” attached to him. She watches as the illness will consciously go to her daughter that has been vaccinated as it is quite easy for the “illness” to get into her. It typically won’t go after the three that have not been vaccinated. She observed that for the most part it can’t get into them. I hope that makes sense.

So I asked her because I honestly wanted to understand, “So, there are times when your husband comes home from work, and evidently sometimes he has been around others who are sick and contagious. Sometimes the illness will jump to him and ride to your home. Once there, it looks for others to attach to in order to inflict them with the illness. The conscious part of the illness (intelligence) will hardly bother with the boys, who have not been immunized. Rather, it seeks out the daughter who has been vaccinated. Is that right?

“Yes,” she responded.

“Do you feel she is more susceptible to illness because she has been vaccinated?” I asked.

She answered in the affirmative telling me she can see it.

I have several children. Some vaccinate and some do not. I don’t enter into that discussion unless asked because it is not my business. No, I do not want to “send them to an island” nor do I believe in “herds” having immunity.

What I have noticed are those grandchildren that have been vaccinated are often sick when they have come to visit. The ones that have not been vaccinated are not usually sick. I’m not saying they don’t get sick, I am saying it is MUCH less than the others.

Today, another sighted friend called and I ran this conversation by her to see what she had experienced or seen.

She pretty much agreed with the other sighted person. Also added that there are microscopic demons that are put into vaccinations. These provide something like markers or keys that allow the illness in. Now that was fascinating and maybe ought to be explored further someday.

I’m not trying to enter into the vaccine fray. Though I would always consider what the Lord Jesus Christ’s will was before a man or woman wearing a white coat with ties to big pharma. After reading many comments from vaccine advocates, I feel quite a few have made the medical establishment their God. Their judgment towards those that have carefully considered, studied, maybe and hopefully prayed, about this subject and have chosen to pass on this part of what the medical establishment offers is quite hateful, not just judgmental.

As usual, my interest lies in what happens on a spiritual level and how does or can evil influence us. We have mentioned many times the importance of blessing medications or anything they want to put into your body. For that reason is was quite fascinating to hear these two sighted people confirm what I had suspected all along.

Wow, something else to take to the Savior. Please do so with NO preconceived ideas. That reminds of the friend that asked the Savior for permission to do something and was told no. So my friend kept asking and finally got a yes. He will give you what YOU want, even to your own condemnation. Just ask Satan if you don’t believe me.

By the way, I believe the herd would have told Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego to fall down and workshop that false god/idol, otherwise the King would put them into the fire and they would die! (Could this be considered herd immunity from the fire?) Wonder how that worked out? What would have happened if they had worshipped the false god? No fire until they get to hell? Mooooo?

I am grateful to my Savior for His teachings and the chance to grow within, to work at being balanced to become like Him while working at doing His will in all things.

Belief and Protection

Simply believing you are protected and actually BEING protected are two entirely different things.

What? My belief won’t protect me? There is more to it?

When we go out and do portalcisms, those that help us are taught the proper way to shield (to be protected while clearing portals.) If they don’t put their shields up properly before they start, they won’t have the protection they believe they have. We have seen it happen. If one is not properly shielded they will usually come back with entities that have jumped to them. Wait a minute! They are doing the Lord’s work so why do entities attach to them, even if they aren’t shielded properly? Won’t the Lord simply protect them?

I can’t tell you how many people have told me they don’t need to shield or get educated by reading a book like Conquering Spiritual Evil because “I’ll just ask the Lord and He will protect me.”

If we were like newborn babies, under the protection of our parents, maybe we would be protected. The problem I see is we are not “new-born” babies here. If you read the scriptures, you understand you have been through many cycles of creation, have done this many times—come to a mortal world for education. We do our class work in the world of spirits and come here for the lab work in order to put our lessons into practice. The only true way things can be learned is by experience, that way comprehension is gained. Two of my favorite quotes from Snuffer about this concept are, “You cannot simply learn. If mysteries are given to you, you are going to have to fight in the war.” This goes along with, “Light and knowledge are not gained in abstract reflection, but gained in battle in the trenches.”

How can you become like your Heavenly Parents if you don’t know about evil and how to protect yourselves? They surely do. Most of those here in mortality, especially the “religious”, are under the spell of evil and do not know it. Many willingly do what they are told, even when agency is taken away. This is what is being under a satanic influence is. Really powerful evil doesn’t even have to bother with these kinds of people, they already own them. Church leaders taking agency away and people willingly giving up their agency is probably one of the biggest “sins” we are guilty of.

What happens if really powerful evil becomes aware of you? Soon after moving to where we now live there were some people who really disliked what we are about and would hold a weekly satanic ritual with others sending evil against us. This highly affected our family as we really didn’t have a great understanding of shielding. I know I was of the belief that we were doing the Lord Jesus Christ’s work and so we were protected. Yes, I know…….Tired Leg Syndrome. (Blog post, Sept 2, 2017, It’s a Wacky World)

That belief didn’t hold up. We are here to learn how to take care of ourselves. Of course we prayed for help, even asked our guardian angels to help us and did all we knew to do. It only stopped after much prayer and then the Savior sent someone to help. She did so by giving us knowledge to combat the evil being sent at us.

I was asked to help a woman whose ex was extremely evil and powerful. She told him about me and he started messing with my life. I tried everything to stop what he was sending at me, all to no avail. I had been warned how to prepare for such attacks by the enemy, but hadn’t done what was suggested. I asked for help and the answer was I had been told what to do and didn’t prepare, now I would experience the consequences of my non-actions. After another month he got bored with me and stopped.

He had more knowledge and understanding than I did. He was evil in what he did. Because I was warned and didn’t prepare, I lacked. That lack allowed him to attack me endlessly for several months. I also lacked sufficient knowledge to even engage this man at that time. What was it Joseph Smith said?

“A man is saved no faster than he gets knowledge, for it he does not get knowledge, he will be brought into captivity by some evil power in the other world, as evil spirits will have more knowledge and consequently more power than many men who are on earth. Hence it needs revelation to assist us, and give us knowledge of the things of God.” (DHC 4:588)

I know first-hand what this means, as it has happened to me. It will most likely happen to you; a prophet of God has so stated. Do I know this is true? Yes, you should read my emails asking for help. Typically, we are the last resort for many people, as they have tried other resources and none has given them relief. Many have been and are being “brought into captivity by some evil power [from] the other world.”

Believing you are protected and actually being protected are two different things.

Something to think about and even more important, act upon.

I need more water

The following story is true. How do I know that? Because I lived it.

Around four months ago we went to a home and cleared it of all the portals. The family had asked for clearings so we did those after the portals. It wasn’t your standard family, most were quite gifted.

I placed my hands on the ten-year-old and started the clearing. When we got down to her pancreas I saw that it was borderline diabetic, it wasn’t functioning as it should and soon the ten year old would become diabetic. I looked at Z and stated something to that effect, which she then confirmed. I felt something come at me and chose to ignore it, asking the Savior to work on her pancreas.

We finished up and went home.

Over the next months I developed a real thirst for liquids, mainly water. I couldn’t get enough. The thirst wasn’t a normal thirst, no matter how much I drank, the thirst would not go away. My mouth was ALWAYS dry.

We won’t even talk about the bathroom issues that developed from consuming gallons of water each day. Let’s just say I expected a call from the city water department about checking for a leaky pipe. This I did have, just not the kind they were thinking of. All the water I was drinking went right through me, hardly any went to the cells.

My toes went numb and continued past the balls of my feet. Neuropathy, it really sucks.

Because my cells were not getting water, my organs suffered. This created magnificent problems with the bowels. I’ll just leave it at that.

About three months into it I realized I couldn’t read the street signs anymore. If I tried to watch television, I couldn’t unless I got real close, it was all blurry. My vision was getting real bad.

My head became cloudy and it was hard to concentrate or think.

Some days required several naps to just get by.

There were sharp shooting pains at random spots all over by body.

I would be going along pretty good during the day and all the sudden just feel awful. It would not go away unless I had a nap.

My hypoglycemia (low blood sugar) was exacerbated by all of these symptoms. There were times when the shaking was pretty severe and I would feel really rotten.

A little over two months into this I kind of realized I’d taken this little girl’s diabetes she was going to get. I mentioned that my head was kind of cloudy. Well, I decided to see what would happen if I kept this for a while. What you read above was the result.

One day after the symptoms were really quite bad I was praying and asked if there would be a tipping point where I would not be able to get rid of this. The answer was a strong, “Yes.” I was also told I’d better act on it real fast because that tipping point was days away.

I called Z and she witnessed all of this. She did ask what was wrong with me that I like taking other people’s diseases. I was reminded of my taking a friend’s congestive heart failure years ago. Then taking another friend’s really nasty lung issues a year ago. We’ve written about these before. There have been others.

That night I called a friend with the right priesthood and asked him to come do a clearing on me. After he had fasted a day he came over and did the clearing with another friend.

I felt it switch and now nearly a month later it is still going away. The best thing is the awful, unending thirst is pretty much gone. I still drink a lot of water though, it became a habit.

This is something I will never do again, take someone’s diabetes, well unless the Lord Jesus Christ tells me otherwise. I’ve had several conversations with our daughter, Denise. She seems quite happy that I now understand some of what she has gone through with her diabetes. Boy, do I ever, on a completely new level.

It has been suggested to me by the Lord Jesus Christ that I refrain from taking anything from anyone unless He tells me to do so. That seems like great advice. This is advice we have given to many others with this same gift.

I have been told that this ability to take others “stuff” is a gift. It is often called the gift of empathy.

I am so glad we are doing the seminar about Empathic gifts. I plan on learning much there.

Did you know the Lord Jesus Christ is an empath?

Did you know all of this ties into generational healing?

Great stuff, isn’t it.


In our books we have mentioned SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) and that it is real and is very wide spread. In the last post several of the satanic holy days were mentioned.

Do you know that in Britain a MP (Member of Parliament) decades ago brought this subject up and was mocked and hissed at by his fellow MPs? One of them, Geoffrey Dickens, was one of the first MPs to openly discuss SRA in the House of Commons in the 1980’s. No other MP has done much to expose it. He died in the 1990’s. His dossier that named those involved, even MPs, went missing. Imagine that. It has been alleged that many in positions of authority are involved and they suppress any evidence and actually have those that try to report or expose it harassed by the police. MPs were intimidated by other MPs to not expose MPs involvement in SRA. Check it out.

Let’s jump over the pond to Utah. In July 1990, LDS church leader Elder Glenn L. Pace’s memorandum surfaced where he had interviewed some 60 victims of SRA and said it went all the way up to the Tabernacle Choir. (I didn’t know the choir was a high position.) The State of Utah then conducted a 30 month investigation and found zero evidence. Is that like asking the MPs to check it out?

Below are some of the people we have met the first few years after publishing our first book, My Peace I Give Unto You back in 2001:

The first one we called “Boise Boy” because that is where he was from. He described the horrible things his grandma and step-grandpa did to him. This was our first exposure to SRA. He was quite messed up mentally and emotionally.

We have written about the woman whose mother would call her on the phone and say a “trigger” phrase. She would then find herself on an airplane flying back east for more SRA programming. She said she could never forgive her mother for the horrible things done to her and her children. She weighed less than 100 pounds. The trigger phrase was “How is your weight?” Pretty interesting.

A woman lived in a SE town in Idaho. She described SRA done to her by her family. She was pretty messed up over it.

There are others. The most intense one was when we moved to where we now live. Someone called and gave me the number of a woman that had been in training to become a high priestess in a SRA cult. When she turned 13 or so and was able to bear children she became a breeder. A breeder is a young women they get pregnant and then deliver the baby at about 8 months and use it for satanic sacrifice. At sixteen-years-of-age she they delivered another one of her babies and made her sacrifice it and other things I won’t mention. After she got into her twenties she told her mother she was going to leave the cult. Her mother said they would kill her. She told them that would be okay, she deserved it because of all the horrible things she had done.

She told me about their satanic temple up near Heber City and all that went on there. Yes it is more depraved than you can possibly imagine. It was extremely hard for her to describe these things. It took several long visits.

Several years ago I wrote about going to AZ to meet a family counselor that treats victims of SRA. His association told him to never consult with more than three of these victims at a time. If I remember right he told them he had about 12 at that point. I remember talking to several sighted people about it and they mentioned that some of it is done in the spirit while they sleep. Of course there is much also done in the flesh.

In the UK if you try to expose this you are harassed and ridiculed. In Utah, Elder Pace was sent away overseas by the LDS church for some ten years after his SRA research memo became public. I wonder if the LDS church breathed a sigh of relief when he passed away.

I met a woman that lived in Sandy. She wrote a book about her experiences being abused in SRA. There is another book called Paperdolls, Healing from Sexual Abuse in Mormon Neighborhoods that is pretty sad and just might hit close to home. A hard one to read is Hell Minus One, My Story of Deliverance From Satanic Ritual Abuse and My Journey to Freedom.

This last one is also from an LDS woman and is particularly amazing. Remember, the State of Utah investigated some sixty cases and found there was nothing there. From the back of her book cover:

“Detectives from the Utah Attorney General’s Office were astounded when Anne’s parent confessed their atrocities in detail.”

Oops. Maybe they should revisit those 60 cases. I wonder if Elder Pace’s notes have gone amissin’?

How come I know about a neighborhood in the south end of Salt Lake Valley that had a man and woman take Primary children home during the 2 hour Primary block and did rituals on them. Over ten children have come forward about it and all are quite messed up mentally and emotionally. Right there in a very well-to-do neighborhood, so well to do they live behind a gate. Nooo, you say. Not in that neighborhood. Guess that gate can’t keep Satan’s minions out. Since Primary will be reduced to 50 minutes the first of the year does that mean your children and grandchildren will be safe?

I’ve met a man from back in the Midwest that has fought this stuff for over 30 years. No Attorney General’s office will be able to tell him it doesn’t exist. He has come upon rituals in progress, helped save many victims. Want to know how bad this gets? I won’t tell you.

Just recently did you read about the 4 and 6 year old that bit a 2 year old some fifteen times all over her body? The 4 year old took a chunk out of the 2 year olds cheek. They said he stood there with a smile on his face with blood dribbling down his chin. Or the 11 and 12 year old girls they caught in their elementary schools bathroom with the knives, a goblet, and such. They were there to satanically kill some smaller children they could overpower and drink their blood. Where are these young children learning this stuff?

Why even mention these things? Hell is raging with blood and horror on us all. These things affect all of us. The fact many of us like to keep our heads in the sand and declare evil doesn’t exist on this level doesn’t make it so. It does and will continue to get worse. The main reason to bring it up is because we all need to wake up to what is around us, in our neighborhoods, churches, and schools.

Hey, I’m still looking for that Halloween candy…….

This is not about Halloween

Some may think this post is about Halloween. It isn’t.

I know that the Devil’s night out is celebrated in many places and is really huge here in Utah. It is also called Halloween.

I went outside several days ago and walked through our yard. Near our apricot tree I was pushed and fell to the ground. I know I was pushed because I felt it and there was nothing to trip over.

Laying on the ground I was kind of irritated that there were dark entities on our property. We consciously shield daily and hardly ever have this problem. I wanted to write that I jumped up, but that ability ended a decade or more ago. I slowly got up off the ground, made sure nothing was broken (You twenty-year-olds don’t understand that one, but you will) and went over under the awning, raised my arms to the square and asked the Lord Jesus Christ to get rid of all the offending dark entities on our property and in our home. After that I reestablished the shielding around our home and yard.

A while later I was contemplating the “incident” and started asking questions about it. I know that many love this holiday, it seems to have become the second largest one that is celebrated yearly with movies, haunted homes, parties, begging for candy, causing mischief and so much more fun.

I was told that putting up decorations or the Satanic symbols death and evil in the house and on the property is an open invitation for entities to come. Would this be like putting up a neon sign? Is this why many people I know of with spiritual sight hide during this time? Or if my “intent” is to just have fun those entities will not come my way? I know, we can ask Jesus to keep them away so we can celebrate Satan’s holiday!

In the next book we are doing there is a chapter on rites and rituals. Would carving a dark or evil looking face on a pumpkin and then putting a candle in it be a ritual? If not, why not? Does putting light into the carved pumpkin symbolic in any degree? Why does evil use candles so much?

Does having children and adults dress up in dark characters invite those entities to be on them? Do they stay on your property after you have allowed the mortals to come across or through your shielding? Assuming that you actually shield your home and property?

Do you actually know what sigils are and why they have power? What does it mean that a sigil refers to a symbolic representation of a magician’s desired outcome? In regards to Halloween’s sigils, who is the magician? Who is behind all of this? The Gods of Light surely have symbols, everywhere. Does the Adversary mock our God and make use of symbols and sigils? Of course he does.

“Aren’t we just having fun? Good heavens, Doug, you are party pooper.” (I would replace “heavens” with its opposite—hell.)

“Our children dress up as princesses and fairies and such. They wear nice costumes.” In the Heavens when a person rises up in understanding and light they are given new clothing to wear and it becomes whiter. This is not fake and is based on merit. Since all has an opposite, would hell do the same thing? Does it mean the darker you personally get then what you wear becomes more evil looking and darker? Are we mimicking evil or just pretending to be like it for a few weeks, hoping it won’t “rub off” on us?

Just had a thought. My little granddaughters are extra cute dressed up as princesses. We tell them how cute they are and fawn all over them. Will they later become little prissy self-absorbed teenagers only wanting to get the latest selfie so they can publish it on social media to show the world the fake life they pretend to have and then fall off a cliff while taking that selfie? What I’m asking is if we are part of the cause. Remember all causes produce effects, it is Natural Law.

Or are we taught to mimic evil and are taught to dress up like the adults in Stanley Kubrick’s film, Eyes Wide Shut? It shows how the elites or the controllers in our world dress up in pretty and not so pretty costumes with masks to party and to perform their satanic rituals and sexual orgies. (Though, if you actually watch it, don’t blame me, it is R rated for a reason.) Do we have our children dress up to perform satanic rituals? Oh, you say, these are not satanic rituals associated with Halloween?

Why according to the Satanic calendar is October 13th to the 30th preparation for all Hallows Eve (Halloween) and has to do with abduction of people, holding them, and ceremonial preparation of the person for human sacrifice. October 28th to the 30th is the Satanist High Holy day with the sacrifice of any male or female each day, any age. October 30th and 31st are all Hallows Eve and Halloween night. This involves sexual climax, association with demons, animal or human sacrifice, any age male or female. And finally we have Nov. 1st which is also a Satanist High Holy day and involves the sacrifice of any human of any age.

If we participate in the Devil’s night out, are we part of the whole? If it brings dark entities into our home or on our property, are we part of the problem? Just wondering.

Also, I was wondering if they celebrate death and evil, I mean Halloween, in Zion? Do the residents put symbols of evil on their doorsteps, put sigils on their walls and vegetables? Though on the opposite side, the God of Israel did have them put a symbol over their door so the angel of death would pass over them. And Satan mimics. In Zion I wonder if they do rituals involving darkness, while hoping it is fun for the children, kind of like we participated in the other night.

As I stated in the beginning of this post, this is not about Halloween. It is about what we do to take ourselves further away from Light and our Lord Jesus Christ. It really is hard to get Babylon out of us, isn’t it? And we wonder why there are problems with our children and ourselves?

Maybe I am just an old fool and see things where there is nothing to see. I’m probably just imagining all of this and there is nothing to be concerned with here folks, so just keep moving along.

Just wondering out loud. Now where has my granddaughter’s bag of candy gone…

Empathic Workshop

On Saturday, December 1, 2018 we will be holding a seminar about and for empaths.  No, you don’t need to be an empath to attend.  But if you have a child, spouse or know an empath it might be helpful and give you some valuable information.


When I was told to do this seminar, I wanted to ask the Savior if He really wanted a room full of empathic individuals together.  Then I figured it would be fun seeing them take each other’s stuff… long as I keep myself incredibly shielded.


All kidding aside, this is a really important topic.  There are many who have children that are empathic and have no idea.  Em-paths don’t fit into the normal mold and usually how you have disciplined all the rest of your children usually will NOT work with an empathic child or teenager.  They have the ability to take to themselves all the emotions of your household, those they have just met, friends and relatives.  Some will turn to drugs and alcohol to “turn off” the “curse.”  Or to at least dampen the gift. I have shared in books and what not those times I have taken people’s illness or diseases.  That is a form of empathy.


It usually takes an empathic person to do generational healing, at least the way we have been taught to do so. We will discuss this.


Empathy is actually a gift, though some empathic people will not agree with that statement.


We have 90 seats and I am not going to move this one like we did with the last seminar.  If you have a child that is empathic or suspect might be, you might want to bring her or him.  It will go from 8:30 AM to 4 PM.  We will have presenters that have lived with empathic children and others who are empathic themselves.


And yes, the cost is donation.


You will need to rsvp a seat.  Also, please only do so if you know you will be there come hell or high water.


Doug Mendenhall