Pretty cool, I’d say

We did a generational healing yesterday. I was told to share some things with you. Since there are only ten of you, I’m okay with that.

Before we do any work for the Lord Jesus Christ we will normally fast. Typically it is a 24 hour fast. This is before any clearings, blessings, portalcisms or other things we do for Him in behalf of others.

I admit that in the past it was kind of a pain in the posterior, but it has happened so often it seems to have become part of the work. You just know the fast is part of what happens and you do it.

Maybe I have become so complacent that He decided to teach me something new.

The generational healing was scheduled for Sunday at 10 AM. So my fast would go from after lunch Saturday to lunch Sunday which was scheduled for 2 or 3 PM. We encountered a problem when the day got away from us and the family arrived on Saturday to visit and my sweetheart and I had not had time to eat lunch together. They left that evening after a wonderful visit and we reminded each other that we forgot lunch. She asked if I was going to eat dinner with her. I reminded her that I needed to fast, but said I would go ask.

I came out of my room and told her that I had permission to have dinner with her. This really surprised me. We went and bought a great dinner and came home and ate it together. I love being with her.

The next morning I’m getting ready for the generational healing and during my prayers I ask why I was allowed to eat dinner the night before. Was skipping breakfast enough of a sacrifice for my part in the work we would do that day?

He told me that no, my missing breakfast wasn’t enough of a sacrifice, but that my sweethearts sacrifice was. What? She did miss lunch yesterday, but what sacrifice other than that?

There are the moments that I really enjoy, especially when the Lord Jesus Christ sits you down and presents a new concept that maybe you haven’t considered before. I was told her sacrifice that was acceptable to Him was all the hours she sits home alone while I am out doing His work. For instance we went to another State two weeks ago for three days while she stayed here. She doesn’t go because when we go out to help people, my work is to take care of the logistics of the trip, help our sighted friend, and make sure it all works out. If she was there, I wouldn’t be able to be with her much anyway, let alone focus any time on her. (Which you husbands know is not a good thing.)

You see, her job in this is to keep me going. She works, tirelessly, behind this work doing everything to keep me going. I can’t tell you how lost I would be without her doing what she does. I also can’t tell you how many thousands and thousands of meals she has cooked for others.

I also can’t tell you what it means to me that “heaven took notice” and allowed the thousands of hours of her sacrifice to be acknowledged. I told her what He had said and she did tear up. She has a very tender heart, like her Mother in Heaven. It is so wonderful when Heaven does acknowledge what you do, especially when you might feel that never in a thousand years they would notice anything you have done. I believe they see all. They saw and acknowledged her. Praise Father, Mother and our Lord Christ.

I have a journal of many of the clearings, blessings, portalcisms, and generational healings we have done. Not much but the names and places. There are thousands of clearings and blessings. Also hundreds of portalcisms from Nevada, California, Idaho, Wyoming, Arizona and Utah. It also includes hundreds of generational healings. We have never charged for one of them. Much has been out of our own pocket or the pockets of our friends that we have trained and taken with us. A ton has been from donations of others to the work, which we appreciate hugely.

My sweetheart has stayed home and kept the house and family going these past twenty years, since our daughter did the diabetic coma. Am I grateful for her sacrifice? Absolutely. I missed her all those many times we took off for a week or two, for a day or two, or even for a few hours. She hasn’t had the nice home, cars, or “things” of this world like so many others. Yes, we always are provided sufficient for our needs. Our vacations have only been when others have been kind enough to give us one. We are so grateful for them. I always hoped she would forgive me for not being able to give her more than I have.

I need to add something else to this. Ever since this started twenty years ago, there have been many hundreds that have bad-mouth me, our sighted daughter, and this work we have done. I have been called Satan, a cult leader and worse. There are so many false stories and accusations, rumors and other bunk that it would take a book to talk about all of them. It all is false.

During all of this there has been a few constants in my life. First is the Lord Jesus Christ. He has never left and is my guide in all of this. We have done His work and still do. The other rock in my life is my sweetheart. I have been able to do this only because of her help and steadiness. My other is my family. I can’t tell you how many times they had to be quiet or play elsewhere because dad had some people over. The rule was the people could stay until they were “done.” Many times that was after midnight. So yes, our children also didn’t have a father around much of the time. I guess it takes time to do all this weirdness. I can guarantee it does when you are working or helping others, even just listening.

All of the crap that has been sent my way has also affected my sweetheart. I know that many of those that have sent it this way will one day answer to the Lord Jesus Christ for what it did to my sweetheart’s heart. You see, your rudeness, Satanism, false accusations and just plain crap just doesn’t affect this work, it affects my sweetheart’s heart and I know one day that will be shown to you when you stand in His presence and there will be a price paid, and it won’t be by her. Nevertheless, in the middle of it all she keeps loving me, because she knows the truth and guess what, now she knows that heaven took notice of all that she has given and still gives.

That is pretty cool.

May one day you be so blessed. And my God have mercy on you who have stressed or hurt her heart.

I praise the Gods of Light for her, her absolute kindness and love. You will not meet a kinder more loving person.

I thank my sighted friend for a witness to all of the above.

Tough choices

On the way home from the portalcism last week we stopped at a convenience store for a break.

After taking care of business, I got a bottle of water and headed towards the cashiers to pay for the water. I immediately noticed that all of them except one looked like a bank robber. They had face masks on.

One of the cashiers didn’t. She was a young woman, probably under thirty years of age. She was smiling and greeting everyone. I made a beeline for her to handle my transaction. The interchange was fun. She was full of light and love and had no mask or gloves.

You know I am always wanting to see what things are like spiritually. I knew from the feel of their spirits the other employees didn’t have much light. Once in the car I asked my sighted friend about them. She confirmed that the young woman was full of light and therefore shielded from negative “stuff.” You know, like a man-made contagion called a virus.

The face masked employees were a different story. She witnessed they were dark, “There was a gray cloud or mist around them.” She also confirmed this allowed dark negative things to enter them, not just a man-made contagion. Isn’t it incredible how fear will affect us and how the adversary uses it continually? And isn’t it sad how so many of us buy into it?

“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment.  He that feareth is not made perfect in love.”  (1 John 4:18, emphasis added)

Wow, have you seen that concept before that “fear hath torment.” Isn’t that amazing? Hmm, I wonder how fear can torment you. Any ideas?

Isn’t it also interesting how that young woman was “made perfect in love?”

Is that why Satan is using fear-porn like we’ve never seen it before. We have Americans being arrested for being at a park playing with their children. People swimming in the ocean. You can watch all the videos about this if you want. I am not going to list any more of them.

Is the idea to keep people in fear and they will give up all their rights. You do know that many of those people, your neighbors, will turn you in. The decades of programming from the State, Educational System, Politicians, and Churches has worked like a charm.

I still remember the story, true or not, of Elder Monson taking the temple film through customs in East Germany. The story went that they wanted to watch it, but then he said that the members his church did whatever they were told, like good little followers. That we do what we are told. The East Germans understood this concept of a compliant population or one that would instantly turn on their neighbors and let him through without viewing the film.

As I said, I have no idea if this story was true or not. Could be one of those Mormon myths. The point I want to make was how proud I was. It makes me want to puke to admit that. But I was so proud that we, as a people, would follow men blindly and be those good little followers of men. I actually believed that God would bless us for doing so. My church leaders told me so! And yes, I knew the scripture, “Cursed is he that putteth his trust in man, or maketh flesh his arm, or shall hearken unto the precepts of men, save their precepts shall be given by the power of the Holy Ghost.” (2 Nephi 28:31) I know, that last part of that scripture is used to justify many atrocities. Or how about, “The weak things of the world shall come forth and break down the mighty and strong ones, that man should not counsel his fellow man, neither trust in the arm of flesh—” (D&C 1:19, emphasis added) There are many more from the Bible if you desire to look them up. I don’t know if I believed them or not. I must not have because it seemed that I just wanted to be a “good follower.”

I admit, I was so proud that we did this. I didn’t think about how following man offends God, makes us dark, and causes cursing to come upon us. At that time I didn’t know that doing so allows tendrils from hell to attach to us. I was just proud that we followed obediently and blindly. Wow, I really was in need of repentance, wasn’t I?

It took a few years but I came out of the fog and realized what I had been doing. Now because I know what it does to a person not only physically but spiritually, the act of following men or buying into that fear, it makes me spiritually and physically ill. Isn’t the proper way to do anything is to ask the Lord Jesus Christ what He would have you do? Or is it to allow Satan to take control of you through his mortal and immortal minions. I’m not just talking about some church leader, but our civic leaders also, or men in lab coats. You’ve seen the post called, “Get out of my chair!” from Jan. 27, 2020. It shows the Senate Minority leader telling a demon to get out of his chair. Then if you look closely you can see the demonic energy on him. Man of them are not nice people and many are controlled by evil, literally.

I’ve asked on the blog before if a church leader demands you do such-and-such, takes agency away, uses control, compulsion, or unrighteous dominion, are they doing the work of evil. Are they being controlled by evil? Probably so, since the scripture states, “…Amen to the Priesthood or authority of that man.” (D&C 121:37) In other words, they are on their own.

Does what I have written make any of you angry? Do you have so much faith in your civic leaders that you trust them blindly? Many apparently do, just look around you. Do you have so much faith in your church leaders that you also trust them blindly? What does that do to you spiritually, trusting men? How about those in lab coats?

Does truth hurt? It did me when I realized what I had been doing. During that time they were grooming me to be in church leadership. I had been YM president, ward mission leader, Elders Quorum president and more. Someone told me they groom you for leadership and I told them they were an idiot that the leaders went by the Spirit. It was hard when I found out that maybe some did, but mostly the man was right, it was grooming.

When I was an Elders Quorum president and when my bishop tried to tell me what to do with the quorum, I told him he had zero authority to tell me anything concerning the quorum. We then took our quorum that usually did below 20% home teaching to above 90%. After that my bishop would mock me in nearly every Priesthood Executive Committee meeting I attended. This confused me because I had connected to the Lord Jesus Christ and did what He told me to do. That is why our quorum took off like it did. That is when I started being threatened by my leaders – men. This bishop even called me a liar when we wrote the first book about my daughter’s story. He tried many times to control me. What do men who do this look like spiritually? Do they look spiritually dark like our civic leaders do now, exerting control that they have not right to do. This truth hurt and was hard to accept. Eventually they would try to control me by fear.

Do we live in fear or can we actually accept truth when it is presented? Do we live in fear of our Government and its leaders? Do we live in fear of our Church leaders? Do you actually believe the main stream media and their constant fear-porn? Can we get out of fear over what is going on or are we going to persecute those like the young woman in the convenience store that follow Him, the true Master, and live in freedom and are protected by Him. Do people like that make you angry or afraid? If He showed up would you be a good little sheep and obey the six foot rule? Or would you fall at His feet and bathe them with your tears? If you are following man, odds are, He isn’t coming to see you. Does truth cut you like it did those in Nephi’s day with his brothers?

“And it came to pass that I said unto them that I knew that I had spoken hard things against the wicked, according to the truth; and the righteous have I justified, and testified that they should be lifted up at the last day; wherefore, the guilty taketh the truth to be hard, for it cutteth them to the very center.” (1 Nephi 16:2, emphasis added)

When this “pandemic” started my sighted friend told me it was just a test. The slave masters were testing the public to see how easily and how far they would go in giving up their freedoms. Can you believe how the sheep lined up, did what they were told and how they mock and ridicule those that want to follow their Lord and God, Jesus Christ.

When the slave masters bring the real thing and millions do die, how many of us will be like that girl in the store, full of His light and love, and totally protected from it. Or will we be like the majority of the Americans that are willing to give up what God had bestowed on them and line up for that which the king of eugenics (Bill Gates) wants to give you, his vaccine of poison and control with his mark of the beast, without which you will not be able to buy or sell, or probably not leave your home? It will be a total lockdown. Believe me, our country is in a death spiral and it is going to get real hard.

There are tough choices ahead. Where are you going to stand? With the Lord Jesus Christ or with man? Now might be the time to make your decision. When hell and death are staring at you, can you then keep the emotions out and stand firm with Him? Are you going to follow flesh or Him? That will be a choice you WILL have to make and it’s not far off.

Tough choices indeed.

Weary the Lord God

“God is not a respecter of persons. We all have the same privilege. Come unto God. Weary Him until He blesses you.” (Joseph Smith Jr., Words, P. 15)

Weary the Lord God? What in the heck for? Doesn’t He already know what we need, so why doesn’t he just give it to us? Would a kind God do so? Why would He ever make us work for anything? Doesn’t He love us?

Haven’t you seen parents that apply all of the above to their children? And what are those children like? Spoiled rotten, never learning how life really works. I remember when two months of my income was what the average American would make in a year. My sweetheart and I went overboard for Christmas. We had always been pretty poor and didn’t have much. We bought so many presents it went in a circle about eight to ten feet from the tree about two feet deep. Actually, it was obscene. I would look at it and it would make me physically ill. You know what happened on Christmas morning, our children went from present to present opening them, not caring what they had just opened, ripping the wrapping paper off, not hardly waiting to see what was next. I vowed to never do such a thing again. We didn’t have to worry about it, the Lord blessed with a lot less wealth, probably close to poverty. Praise God.

We have learned He will give us “sufficient for our needs.” What else does a person need?

Why are we to “weary” the Lord God? Jesus taught a parable from Luke that Joseph Smith shared:

“And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint; Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man: And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary. And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man; Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.” (Luke 18:1-8)

Again, what are we to weary the Lord God with?

Joseph talking about the Second Comforter in an 1839 discourse said, “It is our privilege to pray for & obtain these things.” (Words, P. 14) It requires prayer, meaning asking for it to obtain the knowledge we are sealed up to eternal life. Meaning we are to weary the Lord God about it.

Let’s take a look at something that we can do and are able to check the results of “wearying the Lord God” over.

When we first started doing clearings I was known as a pretty good VIP – Veil Impaired Person. Yes, I had a few occasions where I had seen through the veil and experienced things. But doing a clearing was something different, a different animal altogether.

We would lay hands on a person’s head and clear them of all darkness the Lord Jesus Christ allowed from head to toe. In other words, you had to be able to hear Him AND see what was on and in the person being cleared, then ask the Lord Jesus Christ to come and clear it. You then wait, as He does the work taking care of what you asked Him to clear. It is pretty amazing to be part of the required mortal bridge to the immortal world for healing work to be accomplished. The problem was when I started I had no idea what to do. Yes, He allowed me to have a HUGE crutch, my sighted friend. She saved my bacon time after time because of her spiritual sight.

What did I do about it? At first, not much. I relied on my “crutch” and she would tell me what needed to be cleared and I’d voice it. What a team! Then I realized how much this work taxed her, took her life force away. It would take days for her to recover. Yes, I felt weak after, but not that bad.

What I did feel bad about was what it was doing to her. The requests never ended. People didn’t seem to understand the toll it took on her. They wanted the clearings, blessings, portalcisms, or generational healings NOW.

I finally started asking the Lord Jesus Christ for the ability to see through the veil. I asked and asked, and asked again. I began to understand what Joseph meant when he said to “weary Him until He blesses you.”

Then, during the clearings I started to see things. During my fasting for the next clearing I would weary Him in my prayers asking Him to allow me to see clearer or better than I did the last time. Also that I would hear Him clearer or better than I did the last time. This wasn’t so I’d be “cool” or have self-importance, not at all. I’d ask so the ordinance wouldn’t be such a burden on my sighted friend, so she wouldn’t have to use so much of her life force energy looking into the world of spirit or into that particular person’s body. It didn’t matter to me if it only helped a small percentage, if it would help her. Anything was valuable.

Over time He answered my petitions. There have been clearings when I prepared properly, wearying Him with my petitions, that I have seen a huge percentage of what is there. I give all praise to my Lord Jesus Christ for that, especially when it helps my friend.

Is it harder than just waiting for her to tell me what is there? Absolutely. It is worth the time and effort – spiritual currency? Absolutely. Last week we and three couples helped clear the property and house we talked about in the previous post. Then we did clearings on five children. Then the next morning we did the children’s mother because she forgot to ask for one for herself. As many things were cleared off of and out of her, I could feel my life force going way down to where there probably wasn’t much there. Was that a good thing? Yes if it helped my sighted friend. I knew it was helping the children’s mother being cleared of all that “stuff.”

The point of this blog is to help you understand that we are to weary God about our needs and righteous wants. Does it work? I would answer with a resounding YES! It is worth the effort. Absolutely yes.

It was wonderful to see the process and the results. Will it work for you? Remember, “God is no respecter of persons.” So yes, it works for everyone that will put in the time and effort. I am a witness of that and that our Lord Jesus Christ does come and help. But remember, you have to ask, and ask, and ask again. Sometimes patience is needed, especially when we are not prepared for what we have petitioned for. If we are truly petitioning and what we ask is actually His will, the process has been started.

It would be great if I really could convey what an incredible and wonderful principle this is. I have a feeling that most of us don’t do it. In the past I would ask in a prayer for things, but never weary Him. Hmm, it must be one of those natural laws. I remember in Snuffer’s book, Ten Parables, where angels observed a man:

“Angels came to the Lord and reported there was a young man who sought to do good, who loved his wife and treated her with great affection. Not only that, when the man and his wife spoke, they shared such joy and kindness, such light and truth between them the angels were coming to listen to their daily discourse. The Lord said He would come and see the man and his wife for Himself. So it was that the Lord came down and looked upon the young man and his wife….” (Ten Parables, P. 93)

The reason I am sharing this is to show in a small part of how heaven works. It was the angels that first took notice of the young man and then reported to the Lord. Then the Lord came down and liked what He saw. He then would report to Heaven. Is that one reason why we are to weary Him? To actually get through to heaven? Betty Eadie in her NDE saw many people’s prayers not leaving the ceiling in their house. There was no thought, no feeling, and no emotion to their prayers.

Emotion is the fuel that empowers our thoughts and prayers. We can do that through wearying the Lord God.

Happy travels.

Really know Him

Spent nearly three hours yesterday with a group of people that were so bored staying at home they came here to chat!

Actually, it was fun. One of the main questions they had were about portals and what is going on. We have talked about some of this in the past, but since you are probably also bored with “staying home” I will work at getting you to sleep.

In our world there are several realms, if you desire to call them that. There is our mortal world where we reside. There is the spirit world where there are two sections, Paradise and Hell. Your ancestors will reside in one of those two places unless they happened to be involved with one of the translated cities, like Enoch or Salem, that now reside on a planet in the Terrestrial realms. They are assigned to help those of us still here in the Telestial realm.

There are many levels to Paradise and many levels in Hell.

To get out of Hell to the mortal realm requires what we call a portal, or a doorway. In the “I See” books we talk of these things in detail. We discussed 24 levels of portals that are created in the mortal realms that enable evil entities access to our world and us. Actually, there are 25 levels of portals. When we first wrote about it we didn’t want to tell of the highest level, as that is the level that Satan can come through. It is big enough and powerful enough for him to get through, though he doesn’t come up that often. He will come through to bestow power and position upon his higher level workers up here in mortality though. The lower levels of portals or doorways are created by various acts of evil, from arguing, which opens a small number one portal to cruelty, which opens higher levels. You can read of these things in the books.

There have been times when I have heard people claim that “Satan himself came” and did this or that. Sorry, he doesn’t concern himself with us “little people” and will send someone or thing of much less power. If he came, you’d probably cease to exist in the mortal realm anyway.

There is a scripture in Deuteronomy that talks of evil gods or demons coming up here:

“They provoked him to jealousy with strange gods, with abominations provoked they him to anger. They sacrificed unto devils, not to God; to gods whom they knew not, to new gods that came newly up, who your fathers feared not.” (Deut. 32:16-17, emphasis added)

“New gods that came newly up” from the bowels of Hell through portals that were created by abominations, meaning sacrifice. The Medieval French rabbi known as Rashi wrote an analysis of the Book of Jeremiah, chapter 7 verse 31 which paints a good picture of what ancient Israel did:

“Topheth is Moloch, which was made of brass; and they heated him from his lower parts; and his hands being stretched out, made hot, they put the child between his hands, and it was burnt; when it vehemently cried out; but the priests beat a drum, that the father might not hear the voice of his son, and his heart might not be moved.” (

The Book of Mormon also talks about human sacrifice that was done. I will let you look those up.

We have done more than a few portalcisms where there were level 23, 24, and 25 portals. This week we went out of town to do one. The entire property was covered with many levels of portals, with most stacked on top of each other. There were four level 24s and one level 25. The level 25 portal also had an ancient altar that had been used for many sacrifices. All of this was done anciently. This one was quite old, back to the time of Adam.

There is a term that so called Christians call “new agey.” It is residual energy. It is a term that does describe what is left at these places where things like child or human sacrifice happened anciently. It suggests that a space or object can be attached to a spiritual force or even a spirit.

We understand this on the side of light. Many like to go the places like the Sacred Grove because Deity appeared there and many can still “feel something there” or the “Spirit of the place.” It would be like going to Israel and walking where the Lord Jesus Christ walked. We’ve written about the restaurant we operated for two years where the Lord Jesus Christ came with His Spouse and ate. People would sit in that booth, not knowing He and She had been there, and not want to leave, for hours. You could feel of Their frequency and spiritual energy or Light. Still wish we had that booth….

The same thing happens where evil occurs. Especially if an evil portal has been created. The physical building and altar may have been gone for centuries, but the dark energy is still there. If a portal is active, that means dark beings will be coming and going through it. We spoke of this in Conquering Spiritual Evil with the “haunted chapel” experience where the woman experienced evil coming up a portal that was under her bed. She was sighted and could see them as they bumped her bed on the way out.

At the location we did this past week, there were the trapped spirits of mortals that had been sacrificed on the ancient altar that had been there. They were released to go to the “light” or spirit paradise. Most likely they went to hospitals of light to recover from their experience and being trapped there reliving it over and over.

These things always will affect my sighted friend. Sad what evil has done and still very much do in this world. No wonder Mother Earth mourns to get this plague, dark humans, off her surface.

When evil is destroyed and the mortals that are left no longer have the desire to sin, conquer, have power and control over others, etc., evil will be stopped and the peace of the millennial era can begin.

In the meantime it behooves us to follow Him, our Lord Jesus Christ, in all things. Just a thought, if you are purchasing property, you might want to make sure He approves of it. If you build a home or purchase a home with evil portals there, I can guarantee it WILL affect you and your household. The household we worked with this week was mightily affected. The mother is gifted and knew what was going on. The father, a good man, who doesn’t believe in these things, thought fasting, prayer, and rededication of the place would take away all the problems that were going on.

It requires portals to be destroyed to get rid of them. It requires a mortal to be there along with immortals of light that know how to destroy, heal and seal the land. In this case it does require those “trained in the ministry” to accomplish it.

I still remember the first portal we encountered, I was there with my sighted friend and the sighted girl from the “haunted chapel.” We stood there, them looking at it, me feeling it, and none of us really knowing what to do. Like a fool, I pulled out my dedicated knife/sword and started slashing at it. The two women quickly asked what I was doing. I told them I had no idea. They told me I wasn’t doing much except stirring up the “hornets’ nest.” I immediately quit. That is when mortal was combined with immortal and the problem was taken care of. It takes knowledge to take care of such things. Yes, there are fools that will go where even angels will not tread. It takes trained warriors to handle dark portals. You and your guardian angel will not be able to take care of it. Fasting, prayer, and a rededication of the place will not get rid of it. It is suggested that one does not play with what they have no knowledge of.

I have met and dealt with people who are very powerfully dark. They can do things you would never believe. Such as mind controlling women to “attend to them.” Participating in Satanic rituals and not remembering any of it. One took power over me and caused my family and me problems for months until, as my sighted friend said, “He got tired of playing with you.” You have no idea what this does to your mortal mind when you realize there are evil mortals with this much power and you can’t do a thing about it until you get proper training. These people exist in this mortal realm and many of us would consider them to be gods if we really knew what they are capable of. They don’t have to show it because most of us are so ignorant of natural law that we are easily deceived and controlled. Just look at what is going on now. Most of America is willing to give up all God given rights of freedom and live in fear under the control of man. As they follow man and hell puts tendrils on their legs to pull them down into hell when they transition. What is being done is pure Satanism and the majority are accepting it while living in complete fear.

In Freemason, Manly P. Hall’s book, The Secret Teaching of All Ages, he states:

“By means of the secret processes of ceremonial magic it is possible to contact these invisible creatures and gain their help in some human undertaking…but the evil spirits serve only those who live to pervert and destroy…The most dangerous form of black magic is the scientific perversion of occult power for the gratification of personal desire… A man will barter his eternal soul for temporal power, and down through the ages a mysterious process has been evolved which actually enables him to make this exchange.”

These things are real. Evil is real and has amazing power as do the mortals that serve them.

Our only shot is to come unto the Lord Jesus Christ and learn His ways. That will never be done in a Sunday school class or a church as they want to keep you dumb and controllable. It will only happen by study, prayer and fasting. Then asking Him to send angels of light to teach you until you receive Him. Then having Him teach you until you are able to come unto the Father. Then they will abide with you, you will be part of the Church of the Firstborn and attend those meetings. You may get to the point of being able to confer with the Council of the Gods of Light and be part of that society, even that of the Fathers. Only when He knows you will not misuse or abuse what only He can give you, will He allow you that kind of knowledge and power. The Gods of Light have been through schooling for many eons of time in order to get to that point. Do you really believe He will give you such power if you can’t keep your emotions, thoughts, and actions under control? Do you understand that Trinity that was just put down in words? It isn’t just about reading some book like Conquering Spiritual Evil, it is so much more. Only when you have gained the knowledge necessary will you be allowed into His presence through a sacred embrace. An embraced that many of you don’t even know about since your church leadership declared it to be of no importance. Now that is evil.

Suggestion: Ask, ask and ask again. Wear Him out with your pleadings. (If you can.)

Now is the time to turn to Him, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. You believe some stimulus check is going to save you. It will bind you. What we have discussed here is real. It affects you and people you know. Hell is coming like a freight train. It will take you down if you don’t know Him. And I mean really know Him.

Take care and have a great week.






Line upon line

“For he will give unto the faithful line upon line, precept upon precept; and I will try you and prove you herewith.” (D&C 98:12)

I know this has been applied to us mortals. I have seen where it has also been applied to the Savior, Jesus Christ. Both are probably appropriate. I know it works for me.

There have been many times when I get out of the shower and the squeegee flies off the shelf, on its own. I would wonder what in the world that was about.

“Whom shall he teach knowledge? And whom shall he make to understand doctrine? Them that are weaned from the milk, and drawn from the breasts. For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little.” (Isaiah 28:9-10)

I have often wondered about that squeegee. Was it of evil? I asked and no it wasn’t.

Just the other day I was standing outside on the driveway (I must ask here why where you park is called the driveway and where you drive is called the parkway?) with three friends chatting. Suddenly my car’s locks activated and the car doors locked. I was startled and took the keys out of my pocket and unlocked the doors. We all commented about it and then the car doors locked again. Now that was weird. We kind of laughed and talked about it. I took the keys and unlocked it again. It promptly locked itself again. We chatted for a while longer and my friends left. As I unlocked the car again I noticed that the other car had also been locked. In a way I was glad three friends got to see the weirdness that goes on around here.

“And again, the voice of God in the chamber of old Father Whitmer, in Fayette, Seneca county, and at sundry times, and in divers places through all the travels and tribulations of this Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints! And the voice of Michael, the archangel; the voice of Gabriel, and of Raphael, and of divers angels, from Michael or Adam down to the present time, all declaring their dispensations, their rights, their keys, their honors, their majesty and glory, and the power of their priesthood; giving line upon line, precept upon precept; here a little, and there a little; giving us consolation by holding forth that which is to come, confirming our hope!” (D&C 128:21)

It seems like the mode of learning involves line upon line and precept upon precept. As stated above I know that we have nearly always applied this concept to us mortals. I’ve been subjected to talk after talk all my life about this concept of us learning line upon line.

But after these experiences I wondered if it doesn’t apply to both sides of the veil. Does that old notion or false belief come into place that when we transition all is restored unto us? Do we then have those magical spiritual gifts of being able to float and not having to walk? Of instant teleportation, being able to use telepathy with instant clarification and understanding? Are we able to manifest immediately or do we have to learn the process. Does it work like it does in mortality?

Do those translated beings that are of a Terrestrial nature and kingdom need training when they come here to help us mortals out? Do they know our language and instantly are able to converse with us? What if they translated and only knew Persian? Or Aramaic? I remember when my sighted friend’s warrior guardian showed up he was learning how to speak English.

When I was assigned a similar guardian, he had to learn how to do what warrior guardians do. In other words, he was in training, line upon line, precept upon precept.

Does the fact that he can now lock my car mean he has progressed to the point of manipulating material and electrical matter?

I made a comment to my sighted friend today that it seems to me that learning line upon line happens on both sides of the veil. Then I asked if it is the same for the adversary’s minions, demons, devils, entities and such of darkness. “Yes it is,” was her answer.

As we train and learn here, they are also doing the same there. I have a feeling it never ends – the training and learning.

“Then the white stone mentioned in Revelation 2:17, will become a Urim and Thummim to each individual who receives one, whereby things pertaining to a higher order of kingdoms will be made known. And a stone of white is given to each of those who come into the celestial kingdom, whereon is a new name written, which no man knoweth save he receiveth it. The new name is the key word.” (D&C 130:10-11)

Wow, even the Celestial Kingdom isn’t the end all of all things? This white stone will allow us to see higher kingdoms? Makes sense to me if we are ever learning, on both sides of the veil.

Someone asked my sighted friend if those warriors in training ever get hurt. The answer was yes, especially when they first engage in battle. I guess some days learning really does hurt, even when immortal.

Years ago some of us were up the mountain where a gifted friend had shown us where a “gate” was located. This gate was used anciently to travel (teleport) to other locations on the earth. If we stood where this gate was the hair on our arms and neck stood up. You could hear a swoosh sound like when you use a propane gas stove up camping. If you walked away from the gate it was silent, step back up to it and the sound came back along with the raised hair. My sighted daughter was there and warned me about going through the gate as I wouldn’t know how to come back from where it would send me. Then she said, “Never mind, you don’t know the right words to say anyway.” Ha, I was “safe.”

I was telling my sighted friend about this experience. I asked if she would tell me the words to say and I could go “practice.”

“No,” she said, “It’s more than the words, you don’t know how to go inward and focus properly so it won’t work for you.”

Dang, line upon line, precept upon precept. On both sides of the veil, mortal and immortal. Even our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ learned this way, as a mortal and as an immortal.

By the way, if someday I do learn the right words and learn to have that required proper inward focus, I’ll send you a post card from wherever I end up. Sure hope it comes with return directions……


On this day, His birthday, much gratitude is offered.

For all that He has done for us.

All that He will do for us.

For His love and concern, His succor for our trials and failings.

For His patience and mercy, especially for those like me that keep trying it.

Also love to my sweetheart for putting up with my eccentricities.

Yes, I bought a birthday cake.

Yes, I sang Happy Birthday. No she didn’t help with that part… It is hard to sing with a frog voice and I don’t mean her sweet voice. Though they do sound pretty cool in the South at night.

We ate a slice of cake. It was sweet. He is sweet. His doctrine is sweet.

Praise God the Father for allowing His Son to come here and teach us, help us to become like Him, even in the little things.

I am grateful for the times He called me on the carpet when it was needed. Otherwise real condemnation might have ensued.

Are you grateful for the times He calls you on the carpet? I hope so.

I am grateful for what He has allowed me to do and be part of. There is no better thing to do than to be part of His work. Though some days I sure wish we dealt with more Light than dispensing of evil. But doing that does bring Light and helps others. Besides what do I have to complain of? I work for and with Him. Wow. I am really grateful He asked me years ago if I would do His work. And I was wrong when I told Him that I’d heard that He didn’t pay well. Really wrong. And it’s not about any money, it’s about doing His will, His work, His way. The pay fills your heart and soul, it brings unbelievable friendship with mortals and immortals. People on both sides of the veil who have your back and you theirs. Could there be anything better than friends and family, mortal and immortal?

May He be with all ten of you readers and may you come to know Him.

I did call my sighted friend and ask how she enjoyed the celebration. And I don’t mean on this side of the veil. She asked how I knew. How? Why wouldn’t Heaven and Earth celebrate His mortal birth? I wonder if the same choirs were there and sang the same hymns or announcement. Or did they practice what will be sung when He comes again? Was there a real Hosanna shout done there, in the proper way – a real shout, for Him.

Her answer. It was nice.

Someday may we all be there to give Him thanks in person, for ALL things. Maybe we all be there together to enjoy the celebration of Him, even the Lord Jesus Christ.

All praise be given to our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. It is He who reigns over all things and is in all things.

Have a great week.

Sperm Donor or Sire

I was going to continue with some things about what is going on in our newly formed communistic country, but something much better came along.

For the past few days I have been working on the new book, Conquering Spiritual Evil Vol. 2. The chapters were about generational healing. There is some really good stuff in them.

Nevertheless, I was thinking about the concepts and experiences we’ve had with generational healing. Suddenly, off in the distance I could see a really bedraggled man outside our property line, beyond the shielding. I’m thinking, this must be in the spirit because I’m seeing through the wall. Sure wish I knew where the on and off switch was for that. I’d keep it on more often.

He appeared to be in chains and I instinctively knew he was being guarded by a couple of warrior guardians. There was no fear felt or experienced. I asked who he was and was told he was my father’s sire. I asked who was guarding him, knowing that they had also gone into hell and brought him up. It was my sighted friend’s warrior guardian and mine. Made me wonder what they were up to and why they had brought him up to my property line.

In all the years I had known of him, I had only called him “the sperm donor” or the white man who raped my father’s birth mother. My father happened to be the result of the rape. I had no respect for him, only anger. This was exacerbated when we did a generational healing for my father’s birth mother or my grandmother – Moon Star. My sighted friend did a report after, where she described the entire thing. Usually she will “see” the event in the spirit and report it. Only this time the Savior had her go into my grandmother and experience the event, I mean the rape, in first person. She also went into Moon Star’s father who saw this man dragging her away to do the deed. He had started to run to save Moon Star when another man tripped him and beat him up. She felt the pain, all the emotions of both my grandmother and her father. Then my sighted friend was taken to the hospital room where this young teenage Native American was about to give birth. She felt all those emotions of being alone in a white man’s hospital and not being treated like a human being in the least.

It was so overwhelming the Savior took my sighted friend away and placed her suspended in light in order to recover from what she had not just seen, but had experienced firsthand. It was because of being able to read this and feel the emotions of it that I had little respect for my father’s sire.

What is below comes from the generational healing report from my sighted friend. It is from August 18, 2006:

“….Instantly I was the young girl standing by the mother feeling both curious and nervous. There was wonderment of the cause of the excitement of the dogs. A band of white men, on horseback, rode into the village and dismounted. There was a feeling of foreboding. One of the men, after looking around, spotted me (the young girl), and grinned in a sickening way. He had dark, stringy hair, and a dark scraggly, somewhat bushy beard, on a face that needed a good cleaning. That face was both fascinating and terrifying. The man had more than one face. The one face was smiling with glittering eyes that seemed to be trying to look friendly. The other face was more narrow and overlaid the other face. It had a frightening leer and dark, evil eyes. The frightening, mean face was easier to see than the other one was. I was rooted to the ground by a terrible fear. The evil man strode purposely and quickly over and grabbed me by the arm which loosed a scream of panic from my lips. The man laughed.

Suddenly I was shifted from the girl to third person position. One of the elder Braves began running toward the screaming girl. Without warning I was the running man. Fear, anger, frustration and hate was in the mind and heart. The leering white man dragged his beloved daughter to an unknown location. There was determination to save the girl. Unfortunately, one of the white men, somehow, tripped the father causing a stumble but not a fall. Intense anger and frustration was felt at the interference. The beating administered by the white men only intensified the anger, frustration, and sense of helplessness to protect his family.

Again, without warning, I was shifted to the young girl, in the first person. I was frantically fighting with everything I had to escape the grip of the man with the terrible leering face, in the process of raping a tender, sensitive body and mind. The fear and pain was so great my stomach and chest hurt, terribly. I was becoming frantic in intense pain and fear.

           I was yanked out and placed in a pure, brilliant, white, featureless      environment, to float for just a few moments. Arms were wrapped around            me…..”

That should be enough to give you an idea.

Now this man is in front of me. I asked what he wanted. He said he needed help and hoped I could find it in my heart to help him. I’m sorry to say I wasn’t kind. What do you do with this? I thought my box was pretty big and I could take most anything from the world of spirits. But he came from the hell part of the world of spirits and wanted to chat? I felt his remorse, guilt, and more for what he had done. My heart did soften. There was more, but this will suffice.

I told my sighted friend about it the next day, asking for a second witness of the event. She called today and said she was told to come over.

We chatted for a good two hours. Eventually this came up. All of a sudden she went into a spiritual mode I seldom see her in. She actually became a tape player, where she repeated what was being told to her. I was told that I wouldn’t be here if the rape had not occurred. That this man and Moon Star had planned this before they came here. When the group of men went to the village he was driven to go after her and not look at anyone else. It took him over until the deed was accomplished. I was told this merged two nations, that of this Native American tribe and the Caucasians. My father was the result of both coming together. He was half Northern Cheyenne and Caucasian, a half breed that the Native Americans did want and neither did the whites. In the 1920’s it wasn’t politically correct to adopt a half-breed. There were other things, but that is good enough to get the idea I believe.

He then asked for a generational healing to get rid of the problems this caused and to be able to get out of hell. My sighted friend confirmed that he has suffered greatly in hell and is honestly seeking forgiveness and help.

A while back a good friend was faced with the proposition of forgiving or hating her abusive father. Her choice came after a long chat with my sighted friend where she learned he had come here to help her and her family understand how to overcome those feelings of hatred after being so abused as a child. We’ve written about this before here on the blog. She chose forgiveness. I am choosing the same. Thank you for such a strong example my friend.

Do I have any right to not forgive? The Savior has declared we all must all forgive. As I write this, Moon Star is standing behind me. I can feel my “negative feelings” melt away. Hers also. I understand from what Snuffer has written that if we stand as an accuser, we are Satan, as he is the accuser. We become like him if we accuse. I don’t forgive my father’s sire because I don’t want to be a Satan and accuse, I forgive because my Lord Christ has asked me to. He did, and does. I desire to be like Him. So I will forgive and hopefully my Lord Jesus Christ will help me forget.

We will eventually do a generational healing for this man. I will forgo calling him the sperm donor or sire. One day I hope to call him grandfather and mean it. You have no idea how hard that was to imagine just two days ago.

God bless and have a great rest of the week.

John II

Now you really are confused aren’t you?

I needed to let you know I made a mistake about John Denver in the John post.

He is not an earthbound. He might have been in the day with my sighted daughter. But not now. I chatted with my sighted friend about it and yes, he has moved on.

Now this makes the experience all the more interesting to me. For a spirit in the light, like he apparently is, it would require some finagling to come and visit someone here. If you remember right it requires an okay from the Council. I look at it like a passport to come to the mortal realm. Like my sighted daughter and son did thirty plus years ago to convince me to convince my sweetheart to have two more children.

Once I found this out, the “why” became a necessity to learn. You know, the curiosity thing.

I found out that my sighted friend, her hubby and two others were traveling in a car when suddenly her hubby had the real strong desire to hear some John Denver music. It was so strong they stopped at a store and found some of his music. Her hubby then put in on in the car to listen to.

This really cracked me up. I guess us old guys like JD (John Denver) sometimes. It must be a sixties and seventies thing.

This caused my sighted friend to think about JD. Once she did that, guess who came?

Let’s go over this. JD influences my sighted friend’s hubby to purchase his songs and to play them so she will then focus on him enough for him to come and see her.

Seems he had heard of this sighted woman on the other side of the veil and wanted to explain to her how he had died and why. The machinations we will go through on either side of the veil to get our story out or get information is pretty incredible.

I’m happy to report that JD is doing fine and enjoying learning in the world of spirits. Pretty cool.

And no, I didn’t hear him sing along with his CDs I played that night. He must not have had permission to hang out here. Though if my sighted daughter had been here, you never know…..

Have a great week!

Blog book

I wasn’t going to do this but some people have found out so I think I’d better.

I had a good friend take all the blogs from 2017, 2018, and 2019, format them and put them into a spiral bound book. Just like Conquering Spiritual Evil is.

Only it also contains the manuscript of the two talks given last year by my sighted friend and the one I gave for my sighted daughter about what they were shown for the end times.

It is about 360 pages long and is large, 8 ½ by 11. It contains all the pictures and references for the blog, hey even color pictures. Wow, I may look at it now.

We offered it to some close friends and thought to end it there. But some have asked so we will offer it on here. The bookstore that sells the books will not be carrying it. Neither will we really. It’s hopefully a one-time thing.

If it sold at the book store, he said he’d offer it for $30 to $35. We are doing it for $20 plus five for the envelope and shipping.

I’m adding this to the post.  Five of you have ordered the book already.  Only one of you has given me your address.  Please follow the instructions below.  My sweetheart keeps a running tally with the addresses so we don’t have to look them up, if we even have them.  It is much easier to put the address on the tally sheet and then it makes it much easier to ship them to you.  Thank all of  you.  We sure do love the ten or eleven of you.

I am going to put in the order from this blog a week from tomorrow. If you desire one or more at $25 each please do the following:

  1. Send me an email telling me you want it and the quantity.
  2. Include in the email your name and address.
  3. Mail a check asap to: Doug Mendenhall PO Box 282 Mt Pleasant, UT 84647
  4. If the check hasn’t come by April 6, it won’t be ordered. I’m ordering one for me and that’s it. There will be no extras.
  5. After ordering it will take approximately two to three weeks to get it. (If the country is still here.)
  6. Any questions email me.
  7. This is for the USA only. I’m not going to ship elsewhere at this time.

I wasn’t very happy when my friend showed me the blog formatted in book form. But it looked good and I really wanted the information in one place so I didn’t have to go online to search. So I asked for one. He has allowed us to offer it to the public. Well if you call the ten of you the public.

Well, that’s all folks. Que the music…….


For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. (2 Tim. 1:7)

That scripture has been quoted often in the past few weeks. Let’s take a different look at it. As you know we like to look at things from a spiritual point of view here.

I may not be allowed to say all that I really would like to here, but we’ll see how it goes.

It would be my hope that many of you would understand by now how some of the spirit world works, especially in connection with us mortals. That is what we will take a look at.

When someone “goes into fear” what does that make happen? It drops your shielding or protection for one thing and makes you vulnerable to demons and all kinds of evil nasty entities that would love to inhabit your mortal body. You do realize that I hope.

So when your slave masters start with the fear-porn and you buy into it you have no shielding and are therefore attacked. Stress and fear release free radicals into your body. This is a normal process. A healthy body mops these up, especially at night. Extreme stress, or fear-porn, produces too many free radicals for the body to take care of. These can and will have entities attached. What are they there to do? Attack your body in its weakest point to cause dis-ease and eventually death, all the while sucking off all the energy they can get, delivering it to the evil side of the veil.

Remember in one of our books where we wrote about the young sighted woman that attended every summer a camp for children with cancer. She made the comment that she saw demons attached to EVERY child that had cancer. The dark entities were sucking off the life energy of every child. Don’t worry, the same will happen with you with any dis-ease. She would see the child get so ill and feeble the entities would leave, as there wasn’t any energy to “suck” off anymore. Then sometimes the child would go into “remission” and then the entities would come back and attach again, sucking off any remaining energy and then she would see the child get sicker and transition. Make sense?

Unhealthy conditions in your body will cause cellular damage. For example in Italy where they are heavy smokers they have poor lung conditions and probably other places of dis-ease in their bodies. The average age of those that have transitioned there is 80.3 years of age and are already in poor health. 99% of those that passed in Italy had one, two, or three had other health issues. Put a ton of fear-porn on them and what will probably happen? Just what has happened?

What happens if you buy into your slave masters fear-porn? They keep adding stress by demolishing the livelihood and independence of the middle class in this country. Extraordinary draconian laws have been and are being declared daily by those same pathetic slave masters. You must “stay in place” and most stores have closed. Many no longer have an income. People unable to pay mortgages and bills. Stress and fear-porn like we haven’t seen before. And it came almost instantly. Do you really believe this hasn’t been planned for a long time? Yes it has. Satan’s play book is years, decades and centuries long.

If we don’t buy into what they are doing and saying, our shielding will remain strong and the dark entities can’t get in. That gives us power, love, and a strong mind. Wow, what do you think the Savior was talking about here? What is a strong mind? Is it what is being exhibited on social media? No way.

You were warned that life as you knew it would never be the same. Now you can go into fear and die, literally, or you can stay strong in the Lord Jesus Christ. That is power, as He stated. That will produce love, as He stated. As we asked in a previous post, why was Mother Teresa able to be around lepers for decades and not become ill? Was she into His power, love?

I discussed being contagious with my sighted friend and also my daughter. In a real simple way, because there are always variables, if you get sick there are entities coming off of you wanting to attach to others. In a way you could now say they are contagious. It was stated that these can look similar to worms. If I were to be near someone that was sick and went into fear, my shielding drops and then they can attack my system. Or even better, through their coughing and sputtering they say with their nasal drippy voice, “You’d better stay away, I’m contagious.” If that causes any fear your protection comes down and you can become ill.

Can you see how this is spiritual first, as in all things, and then the physical follows suit? Are not all things created spiritually first? Are you seeing where we are coming from?

There was a children’s movie that came out some time ago called, Monsters Inc. In it the monsters would go out at night and frighten children and make them scream. They would then capture the screams with their equipment and send it across the “veil” to the other side where it was used as energy. Does that sound familiar? Were they showing you what actually happens with entities and fear? You then become a Duracell, or some other type of battery for evil to keep them going. The amount of energy going into hell these days has got to be incredible.

Don’t buy into it! Buy into Christ Jesus. God does not give you the spirit of fear, He never has. Fear comes from the slave masters that serve the gods of evil. Our God is about love, power and a sound mind. Now that is something to think about and act upon. Just ask Him.