Tied Together

I learned a new concept today that I’d like to share with you ten readers.

On March 31^st of this year we published a post about my father’s biological sire, or “sperm donor” as I was wont to call him.

I have learned more about him and why we had our encounter. It is my hope to be able to communicate this so you ten readers will be able to comprehend what the desire of my heart is in relating today’s experience.

First, we need to spend some time with a few things we’ve discussed before in order to lay out the concept.

In chapter nine of the book Possibilities, I discussed when I had a sighted woman do Cranial Sacral on me and ended up with a vision of my father’s birth mother, Moon Star. Not when she was raped and he was conceived, but when I saw her in a field in front of a fence with a gate. She was guarding the gate. Behind her and the fence were many thousands of her ancestors she was “protecting” from me, her son or my father and who knows what else. I saw the Savior and my father go talk to her and suddenly she opened the gate and beings of light went in to teach them about the Lord Jesus Christ. Pretty cool stuff.

This vision was an allegory the Lord Jesus Christ showed me. At that time I didn’t have the spiritual maturity to understand most of it.

The concept being brought out here is she was able to stop, damn or retard her ancestors’ progression because of her negative thoughts which she combined with emotion. She was able to stop their progression towards Christ. At least that was my understanding, which was not complete. In reality that was only part of it. Yes, she was and is a very strong willed woman and can exert her influence over her ancestors and progeny. The truth is hardly any of them had heard of the Lord Jesus Christ and had fear of Him because of the false stories about Him that they had heard. Also, they had seen what was done to her (the rape) and were angry over it. Christ was not in their lives and they didn’t know how to progress and wanted nothing to do with Him. It was all of these factors that influenced the damning or stopping of their progression. Though she had influenced them, it was their choice.

We are tied together with our ancestors more than we imagine.

What we have found out from many of the generational healing sessions we have done, is there are many times when our ancestor volunteers or is asked to come to mortality and while here will provide an opportunity to help us in our progression. Before we get to this I need to discuss my biological grandfather, my father’s father. As mentioned at the start of this post, we discussed him in a previous post from March 31, 2020 titled, “Sperm Donor or Sire.” I found out yesterday more about that experience and the why. I found out that I was stopping him from progressing. My emotions, hatred, and anger towards him was not of the Lord Jesus Christ. I have hated him for raping my grandmother, Moon Star.

Yes, he showed up here twice asking for help, but I wasn’t in any kind of space to hear all of what he needed because I had no control over my anger and emotions in regards to him. I was told that if I let the anger go and got rid of the negative emotions towards him, he will be able to progress towards the light. I figured even he could repent and come unto the Savior. The real question was if I could or would repent of what I was sending him and would allow him to leave hell and progress. Or was I going to keep the negative emotions of anger and hate towards him, thereby keeping him in hell.

My anger towards him was keeping him from progressing and also keeping me from progressing. He couldn’t think straight because my anger was pressured onto him.

What was then told to me I have asked for three witnesses of. One from the Savior, one from my sighted friend and from my sighted daughter. I received a positive confirmation from all three.

My grandmother, Moon Star and my biological grandfather agreed in the premortal realms to have the “rape” event happen. Let me change that, they covenanted to have it happen. Now does that make it more powerful for you, it does me. It seems that I, my brothers, and father had anger issues we wanted resolved in this mortality here on earth. Our biological grandparents covenanted to come here and have Moon Star raped. That imprinted the anger into her DNA and also that of my father. That anger in our DNA was passed down to us five boys.

One of the things my grandfather told me was that I “wouldn’t be here if he hadn’t followed through with the covenant.” I would be elsewhere doing something else. For both our sakes I needed to let it go. Done.

The bottom line is he and Moon Star agreed to the “event” that produced my father to instill in us/me this propensity for anger we wanted to work on getting over.

He came to ask me to let it go so he can move on, get out of hell after he has paid the price, or repent so the Savior’s atonement will pay it, and move on in his progression. My emotional anger towards him has messed him up and kept him “hell bound.” Kind of like when we keep someone “earthbound” only in a far worse place.

We are tied to our ancestors at a far greater level than we can imagine. As stated, this has been brought out in many generational healing sessions. There are many of our ancestors waiting for us to get off our butts and help them. How many are we holding hostage by our anger, unkind feelings or whatever we hold against them, as I did my grandfather? Our emotions hold spirits “earthbound” don’t they? Is it that far-fetched to believe we can do the same with our emotional anger towards a family member that resides in hell? After this experience, not for me.

Our ancestors that don’t know the Savior or have only heard evil about Him are not progressing much in the world of spirits either. We mentioned a while ago about the generational healing session where twenty ancestors came for the work and 500,000 came just to observe what Christ did. Now most of them want help. This happened again yesterday. There were 14,000 plus ancestors that came for the healing and many tens of thousands that came to “see” what this Jesus Christ person did. As soon as it was over many of them wanted the same process. Oops, bad move. They will have to wait months until we can get their proxy back in here. So now they are “damned” because of their own issues they had with Christ. Christ is not in their lives. Maybe that will now change. I know they seem to be amazed at his kindness towards their relatives that agreed to have the healing.

Sometimes I wonder if, like at the LDS temple where some believe in the magical demon shower that goes off when you go through the door to wipe them off of you, there is also a magical transition shower that gets rid of our problems, sins, anger, dark emotions, etc. as we enter the world of spirits. Doesn’t happen. We are exactly the same, only lacking the flesh we lumbered around in for all those decades. Circumstances can block us, it can become the focal point of our life there and all we dwell on, thereby damning us. We have the same beliefs until we come to desire repentance and accept the Lord Jesus Christ. I don’t care what the so called Christians say, declaring Christ doesn’t get you a free pass to the Celestial realms. Hard work and a lot of it is required.

Again, we are tied to our ancestors and them to us. Many covenants have been made that we don’t remember to help us improve to become more like our Lord Jesus Christ. Most likely we look at them as “tests” we have to endure here. Maybe we should change our mindset and see them as opportunities to change. Getting rid of judgment, pride, and ego might be a good start. I am grateful for my grandfather for what he and Moon Star went through for me. It has been a great experience to be relieved of much of the anger that consumed my life. Drivers are now safer on the road for sure…. I’m grateful for Him, my Lord and God Jesus Christ and His patience with this little pull-up wearing Padawan. (I was told I have graduated from diapers to pull-ups in my progression.) I am grateful the anger has departed from my mind, heart, and actions.

Praise God.