A “Z” Quote

“Being gifted has nothing to do with spirituality.”

We have met and experienced many gifted people that have come and gone over the years. We have not met many that have been spiritually gifted.

The difference is real. The difference is huge. Not knowing the difference can get one into deep trouble. We might want to be careful about the “flavors of the month.”‘

Take care.

Part Timer

Are you a part timer?

I don’t remember who was asked this question, but it came out of Z’s mouth to a person we were chatting with. It was a very powerful question.

Z was asking the person if they were a part timer with the Lord Jesus Christ.

The other day a couple of men came over to chat and I asked one of them this same question. He had talked about becoming prepared for the eventualities of where our nation is headed. We had chatted about where to live, food, armament, and other resources that might be a necessity. That was when I realized there had been no mention of our Savior or any kind of Spiritual preparation from this man, so I asked him the question.

“Are you a part timer with the Lord Jesus Christ?”

“Yes,” he answered.

I recommended that he might want to consider becoming a “full-timer” with the Savior. He actually agreed that it was probably true.

We then chatted about how the Savior said we should be hot or cold, not lukewarm, or what Z called a “part timer.”

“I know thy works, that thou are neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.” (Rev. 3:15-16)

This is a concept I have discussed with Z for a while now. As this world polarizes more and more, the two sides will grow further apart. One side is cold and the other side is hot. If a person is in the middle they would be considered to be “lukewarm” and the Lord Jesus Christ will spue them out of His mouth. Does this make sense?

It would look like this right now: ||

One side in cold and one side is hot. (One side in shadow, one side in light)







As we further polarize and the civil war we are in increases, it will start to look like this: | |






Both sides will continue to slide further apart and the gulf between them will become much greater: | |

Original size of a few inches wide fissure before becoming mile + wide huge gulf. Center sections are always destroyed, long before the main sides are.





At this point it will be impossible to go from one side to the other. One side will be evil and of Satan. Their hatred and anger will be incomprehensible to those on the other side. If you think it’s bad now, just wait. That other side will be righteous and of the Lord Jesus Christ. He wants us to be cold or hot, there will be NO middle ground. It is time to choose sides. When you know what hits the fan, it might be too late to make a choice at that point simply because we are a part timer with Him. Will He know us? Will we know Him? Do we really or is it just lip service we give to Him. Are we pretenders, attending a church or fellowship once a week or twice a month thinking that makes us part of Him? Are we part of the “in” group and saved? Do we think our group has the “keys” or we follow a man with “keys?” Will that group or that man get you into Zion? And I don’t mean the National Park.

Even in nature, the middle ground always collapses long before the firm sides do. Satan knows his own, Christ knows His own. Those in the middle? Neither side will protect. Natural law will destroy that which could not (couldn’t make up their mind) nor will not (refused to make up their mind) adhere to the firm sides.

What if it really is an individual thing between us and the Savior? Will we be able to tell him, “I didn’t know!”? Probably not. Will we be able to declare, “You didn’t tell us“? Probably not. We have been given plenty of scriptures, haven’t we? Do we sup from them? He has always sent prophets in the past to warn the people, hasn’t He? I mean He has sent some pretty weird dudes that have come in disguise, stand on walls, can’t get hit with arrows, hang around surrounded “as if by fire”, and so on. Does He send similar “strange dudes and dudettes” here today?

Are we going to tell Him, “What was that about? Sending a guy that wears cargo pants, tennis shoes, and plaid shirts? He didn’t fit the part!”

“I want my profits to look like a businessman or like he just came out of GQ magazine. (No, that was not a typo.) That cargo pants guy looks pasty white to me, where’s his tan?”

“And what about that woman. Yes Lord, a woman!!! Pleeaase. She can be mean and blunt and sometimes she doesn’t say nice things to us! We’re not sure about her fruits……you know, surely You wouldn’t be that blunt Lord, would You?”

Don’t you just miss the good old days when the Savior had less “quirky” prophets? Though running around naked for three years like Isaiah might make for some interesting online chatter. I’m pretty sure they ripped him apart back then for doing the Lord’s work naked. “Surely God wouldn’t do that!”

“Please, Br. Isaiah, don’t stand up.”

I will guarantee you one thing. People like Isaiah, the “Woman”, and “pasty white guy” were not and are not part timers with the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Are you? And if so, how’s that going to work out for you?

Pure “Sno-incidence”

It is Sunday morning and I went outside about 7 AM to shovel four plus inches of snow that had fallen overnight. As I was shoveling that beautiful white “stuff” I couldn’t help but smile.

You see, Friday evening I watched the weather forecast on the internet of a local SLC based TV station where the weather guy puts on his white coat when snow is predicted, oops, I mean forecast. During the day he had been saying to expect 8 to 10 inches by Saturday morning. That didn’t sit well with me since I knew several of us had a 2 ½ hour drive on Saturday morning to do a portalcism and another 2 ½ hours back home. Then I realized that Z was coming, so I then wondered what would happen. Well, actually “not”, I knew what would happen.

It was hilarious when Mr. Snowbank, the weather forecaster, showed his new radar map Friday evening. It seems that the storm had gotten to Salt Lake City’s doorstep and then stopped. He got a real look of amazement as he then put the radar into motion and it showed the storm literally backing up to above the Ogden area. Yes, I did laugh at him. My, how does a storm “back up” like that? I wonder if Mr. Snowbank was also curious how it also stops there for a full day.

Z showed up the next morning at 8 AM to blue skies. “Nice weather,” I told her. She just looked away, but I could see the grin.

Then I mentioned the storm must have had help and wondered out loud if it would suddenly be let loose after we were done.

We finished about 3 PM and headed to the car to drive home. “We’d better book it,” I said, “the storm has been released.”

“Yes it has,” Z confirmed.

I also knew that it would be gone by Sunday afternoon. You see, we have some family and friends coming over and I knew that would be taken care of as well.

As I look outside at a partially blue sky, it is being confirmed.

Of course, it is all just a big “sno-incidence”, I mean coincidence.

Isn’t it.

Because, we surely can’t influence, change, or alter weather…….can we?

Taking a break

“Thus will I bless thee while I live: I will lift up my hands in thy name.” (Ps. 63:4)

Some days the subject matter here gets a little bit heavy. I wanted to take a small break and cover something of a lighter nature.

Last Sunday all of our children except the one that is out of State came over for Sunday “lupper”. (We didn’t get up early enough to do brunch.) That meant five children plus spouses and 15 grandchildren. Yes, it was chaos, noise, and a bunch of love.

When the food was ready I asked our youngest son if he would offer the prayer on the food. He gladly complied.

I watched our middle daughters’ five young girls, ages from 3 to 11. Each one of them promptly put their arms out and turned their palms up. The rest of the grandchildren that I could see or that were old enough, folded their arms and bowed their heads. We don’t preach this stuff to any of our children unless they ask us. And then we will just share. In fact, I believe only half of them even know we do this blasted blog.

Immediately after the blessing on the food, one of the other granddaughters asked her seven-year-old cousin why she had put her palms up during the prayer.

“If you put your palms up you can feel the energy come down into them. You can even see colors going into them,” she replied.

Yes, my fat tummy is always trying to bust the buttons on my shirt, but this little granddaughter nearly popped them all when she made that comment. What was also incredible was after her cousin got the answer she said, “Oh, okay.” Don’t you just love little children? So pure and accepting. I guess it made sense to her. Our daughter’s girls have been taught to not draw attention to themselves. So when they attended Primary they would discreetly put their hands in their laps, palms up.

Their parents have taught them to pray as the scriptures tell us all to pray. Praise God.

Check out a few if you so desire: D&C 88:120, 132, 135; D&C 109:9; Psalms 63:4; Psalms 119:48; Psalms 134:2. There are others, but I will let you enjoy finding them.

It was just over one month ago when this same granddaughter went up to her mother and said that when she prayed with her palms up she could see “colors” going into her palms. That reminded me of what Z once taught. She was praying with her palms up and felt several people of a spiritual nature enter the room. She glanced over to her hands and saw two angels putting gifts from her Father into her palms. If she had been praying in the “normal” manner, those gifts could not have been given. She said she then put the gifts into her heart after the prayer was over.

To know I have a few grandchildren that actually feel the Spirit, see and feel light energy while they pray is a huge blessing, is it not?

Do you know how they pray in the church of Satan? I can tell you what a former satanic priest has taught. They pray with their arms folded over their chest and head bowed. Why in the world would they do this? They bow their heads so they can focus their attention and look towards their God, you know, the one down under, in Hell. They fold their arms to keep their heart closed to Light. Where in the scriptures does it tell us to pray with folded arms and heads looking down?

And what about feeling energy in your palms?

Several years ago I went to Montana and took a friend along for the trip. While we were there we attended a religious service of a different denomination than ours. When we walked in I noticed drums and guitars up front and thought that this ought to be pretty cool. During the service some musicians went up front and started playing and singing “songs of praise.”

It certainly wasn’t what we were used to. No MoTab here. As the music started I watched my buddy promptly fold his arms across his chest. (For years I have watched this during workshops when people get judgmental with what is being taught.) This is a sign in body language of “non-agreement.” I knew he was not agreeing with what was going on. Guitars? Really? And drums?

I leaned over and suggested he unfold his arms and put his hands palms up, hoping that he just might feel the Lord Jesus Christ there as I was. He did so.

A look of amazement covered his face as he proclaimed that the Savior’s influence or Spirit was indeed there in the room as these wonderful Christ centered people sang praises to Him. Many worshipers stood and sang with uplifted hands.

All I can suggest is, try it, you might like it, Mikey.

Are we not all beggars? Is it just about getting a gift from our Heavenly Parents? Or are we openly petitioning Them as a beggar would for help, with our hands stretched out with our palms up? Just a thought.

“What the….” Part three

Chapter 14 in I See….Arise! is called “A Parable.” Since I know you have already read it, we are going to dive right in.

When Seth went to Hell and met his God, Satan, he was given “legions of minions to be over. They were completely raw, never having been given or received any type of military training, self-defense, nor any knowledge of their God’s way at all. It was as if they were babies in adult bodies.” So he trained them. He didn’t know any other God. Eventually he heard of others, but they all turned out to be previously created in the minds of his minions or were actually the one he had chosen to worship (Satan).

Before the crucifixion new loads of minions were brought into Hell speaking a name he had never heard of – Yahweh. The name sent a painful shock through him when mentioned and anyone asking their God about that name ended up horribly punished. Seth learned from others’ mistakes and learned to keep that name in his heart, where neither his God nor others could hear. Remember, Heaven and Hell are telepathic, to the extreme.

One day, after 1044 years in his God’s holy realm, there were such strong earthquakes that all of Hell was damaged. Seth rushed to the top levels to help with a severe control issue. When he arrived, he saw an extremely brilliant light that nearly blinded him. There were beings of Light that had entered the top levels of Hell. One of the bright beings called out to all, there was another God who was of light and great love. The extremely brilliant one was the Son of that God who was seeking to bring out of hell any and all who desired to leave the realms of Satan. There was choice and love beyond what they could imagine in the other realm. Seth did not even dare think of such a thing. The light was viciously painful. His thought was if this was a God of love then why did it hurt so much to be anywhere near Him? The voice that was calling then stated all were to “repent.” Seth shook his head. He had worked very hard in the way of righteousness that his God had taught him. He was where he belonged … yet … something in his heart said he was not. He was confused.

There were many of the minions and others in the upper levels of Hell that left with the Lord Jesus Christ, who had just been crucified. There was nothing Seth, his generals, Satan, or anyone could do about it. However, as commanded, Seth prevented some from leaving. In spite of the determined efforts to stop the outflow of escapees the majority that were choosing to leave, got out.

Over time, Seth learned things that intrigued him. The problem was every time he thought of the being of light, he was punished by his God. He had to learn to think, habitually or unconsciously competently, in his heart where his God could not hear nor discern anything. He would pray for about two thousand more years before things would finally change for him. He had seen some of his minions leave Hell through that name that hurt so badly. He noticed others who had escaped from his control, and they were fine. Actually they were better than fine, they were happy! He couldn’t figure out why his prayers from his heart were not answered.

Finally, at the height of his desperation, with tears, with every last fiber of his being, every last modicum of strength he had, with every ounce of his heart, Seth sent one last plea for help to get out, and he felt it shoot out of his heart. But this time it was different, his heart was literally crying, he wanted out no matter what it took! Then the Lord Jesus Christ showed up and led him out of Hell.

You can read the rest in the chapter, it is an interesting read with many probable meanings and understandings. In 2006 Seth, while still in Hell, was informed that some of his blood line relatives were being released from Hell because a mortal family member was doing specialized ordinance work which unlocked the way for them to leave. He found he couldn’t stop them from leaving. He wanted to see where they went so he sent some minions to follow. They reported where the relatives had gone. Surrounded by his strongest minions, imps, and evil earthbounds, Seth went as close to the building as able up on the surface. It was a generational healing he was observing.

We have done many generational healings where some of the ancestors in hell are allowed to attend. They will always come guarded by warrior angels and most all have come in chains. The chains are for their protection, to protect from the light. After the session is over, the Lord Jesus Christ has had a personal interview with each one of them and asked if they truly desire to leave hell. If they answer yes, they are then taken to the plain of repentance to start that process.

When things like this happen, those in hell take notice. They may not be able to talk about it, or even think about it, since they will be severely punished if they do. But they will take note, as Seth did and bide their time. If they truly seek from the heart, a way will be provided.

Yes, new minions taken to Hell are beaten and tortured. Many will yell out the name of Jesus Christ and plead for help. This is noted. It may cause stirring of memories in the minions’ hearts who, having been sent up to the surface on evil missions, will sometimes “remember.” Blood line mortal relatives may be doing generational healings and evil relatives in hell hear about it. Others in hell will see and take note when others can leave and the higher ups, even Satan, can do nothing about it. It all comes down to repentance. Clearing family lines of problems is a huge help, since it takes a long time in the spirit world (whether in hell or paradise) to get rid of our baggage. Note, it is much harder to do so in Hell.

One day at the bank the teller talked to me about some poltergeist activity she was having at her home. She had read several of our books and especially liked Conquering Spiritual Evil. (Yes, I know weird people…) Due to the level of poltergeist activity she reported in her home, I felt she had a dark translated being there. She asked if we could come and help get rid of it. I told her it would take a bit to get to her home as we were really booked up. Finally one day I drove Z by the home. She confirmed there was a dark translated being bothering the teller.

After about a month I told the young woman that we could come to her home. “Oh,” she informed me, “the activity is gone. I haven’t had any more experiences.” There are times when someone asks for help and then the entity will lay low for a while so the request then is withdrawn. I thought this might be the case. But another month passed and she reported it was all quiet.

Later, after much prayer, I felt to ask Z a question so I called her. “Did the dark translated being in the teller’s home cause the disturbances in order to get the attention of your guardian, Seth?”

“Yes,” she replied. “His name is Budd.”

Now that cracked me up. “Did Budd want to get out of Hell and asked Seth how to do it?”

“Yes,” she said. “And Seth brought up a lot of others besides Budd.”

It turns out Budd had witnessed and took note of what happened to Seth. Apparently there is a huge “underground” that sees and hears what goes on in our lives. Budd knew the teller had read our books and if he “haunted” her and her home she would most likely tell me about it. I’d eventually tell Z so her guardian would hear and he’d go investigate. Budd would get his interview with his old friend and find out the skinny on how to get out of hell.

It worked.


“What the ….?” Part two

In truth God does not literally “thrust” anyone into hell. There is no need to. We do a very good job all by ourselves.

(Much of the following is from Z’s input. Please read carefully, there is much to consider.)

Upon transitioning (dying) the angels of evil will meet those who were determined to follow the prompts of darkness. As it is in the realms of light so it is with the realms of darkness. The level each merits is based upon the life each Being has led while in mortality. So much depends upon what is in the heart and mind of each individual. This is one of the things Z asked me about my former church leader, if I had looked at his heart and intentions. I admitted that I had not and told her that I knew he had helped many people, even me in the past. “Yes, but what was the intent of his heart when he did it?” came her reply.

Nephi tells us that if we claim to follow the real Christ, the Son of God, we should do so “with full purpose of heart, acting no hypocrisy and no deception before God,” and we should do so “with real intent.” (2 Nephi 31:13) Moroni tells us that if we give a gift and don’t have “real intent it profiteth him nothing.” But then adds that if we do so grudgingly it “is counted evil before God.” (Moroni 7:6-13) And we know that Natural Law declares we will have consequences if we do something that is “counted evil before God” unless true repentance is applied as explained before. Also, what was in his mind? Will we not also be judged for our thoughts? (Mosiah 4:30; Moroni 8:14)

These emotions and thoughts draw and adhere to us either darkness or light, like magnets draw iron particles. Far too many, especially in these days, declare, “It’s my life! I can do what I want!” Such a person believes they are god and no one other than they have the right to tell them what to do. God the Father allows it. It is, after all, their free agency. If anyone insists on doing everything their way, then so be it. That is a God given right. However, it does not mean they will find themselves in any realm of light upon death. No, no, no, no. They will automatically go to where ever they were determined to be in mortality, be it abject darkness and evil or a realm of light.

It is a natural law when any Being vibrates at a low or lower vibration, there is less knowledge. Higher vibrational living automatically brings and retains greater knowledge. Vibration translates into what we term as light and/or heat. Greater light equals gaining and retaining greater knowledge. Lesser light equals gaining and retaining little knowledge. The great light of the Gods of Light which manifests as tangible love, profound peace and knowledge is freely given to those who draw close or are fixated on them. The “light” of evil is actually stolen from others in an effort to maintain what knowledge they have. Satan commands and demands abject worship for the main purpose of maintaining himself. He only shares just enough to ensure others believe they are favored above others and hence he has their hearts and minds centered on him as their god. That worship of Satan gives far more to him than mortals are able to realize.

Great light generates heat. Great darkness generates great cold. As it is natural law on the mortal plane of existence when there is more and more light generated (or more vibration) there is more and more heat. When there is more darkness (or less vibration) there is more and more cold. It takes effort to generate greater vibration than it does to slow down or relax into a less vibrational state. That is why people seeking great power of evil put forth far less effort to even support themselves and giving of themselves than those of love and Christ light. They seek power over others for the very purpose Satan does: to get gain with little effort. Only particles at higher vibration make room for more particles to be in proximity. Lower vibration shrinks down leaving less and less room for additional particles. As the vibrations slow, other particles are pushed out leaving less and less of what was originally a part of the whole.

Example: Sea water, in the liquid state, is a combination of many types of elements such as salts. The liquid state allows the inclusion of several other elements causing quite a bit of expansion. The vibrational rate of water allows the inclusion of such a state of being. The vibrational rate of water is conducive of such a state of being. At the equator of the earth, all water is kept at a higher vibrational rate due to the impacting and absorption of light from our sun which gives of his love in the form of great vibrational light and heat. There is far less light and heat (much less vibration) reaching a good portion of the earth’s poles. In fact, during each respective polar winter it is pretty dark for three months. For the summers there is not quite three months of continuous light. However, that light, due to the angle of the sun, is of a lower intensity or vibration than at the equator and other latitudes. As a result, the oceanic seas stay in the vastly lower state of vibrational being a.k.a. ice. When the vibrational rate of H2O (water), is lowered there is less and less room for other elements. Other elements are pushed out as the vibrational rate of H2O drops into the basically stationary very cold form of ice.

So what does the freezing of water have to do with a mortal being? The vibrational rate causes exactly the same effects for the mortal/spiritual being. The lower the vibration the less light (knowledge) can be gained and retained. With higher vibration there is room for more light and knowledge. Evil steals light from others thinking they have all knowledge when in fact they do not. The truth is they have difficulty gaining and retaining good knowledge which means learning life’s lessons and remembering such years later. Evil is loath to admit they utterly depend on their minions for literally everything.

Remember it is the minions sent to the surface to “mine” the light or energy of mortals. When a Being disobeys law, they will lose light and eventually pay a price. But that light is immediately “mined” for their god and his cohorts. For instance, a transitioned mortal that has risen to the higher ranks of evil, such as a son of Satan will be forced to absorb light from his own minions in order to retain even part of the intelligence he had gained in mortality. His god, Satan, simply will not broadcast enough to maintain his own sons. It is mandatory those of the evil hierarchy forcefully take what is needed to maintain life and knowledge from the lower minions. That is why there is such a huge push to cause mortals to turn to darkness. Dark emotions like anger, fear, hatred, etc. give them the energy they need to survive. When mortals turn against the God of Lights and sin, they automatically expel their life force energy so the minions of pure evil are able to absorb what they so desperately need. Because a mortal is basically replenished by God given light, they are able to be “tapped” for more life force energy until death. Just being in the sun will help replenish a mortal’s life force. The Gods of Light use our sun to bath our earth with photons, which a mortal can then absorb into their cells and DNA. Other mortals are spiritual vampires and take that energy from others. Have you ever got off the phone and felt drained. Most likely they were a spiritual vampire and don’t even know it, while there are many that do know how to take your energy. There must be a lot of light being sent to hell with how horrible, evil, and dark our mortal world has become. Makes you wonder when the tipping point is where God finally pulls the plug and starts over. Would our Father do such a thing? Just ask Noah.

In our books we have mentioned the different kinds of beings that occupy hell. Here we have basically discussed one kind, the minions, because that is what most of those going to Hell from mortality become. (And they aren’t those supposedly cute little yellow guys created for your entertainment at the movie house.) Those of us that don’t obey the God of Light, his commandments and natural law can become minions after we transition. We can also rise up in the ranks of Hell and get some supposed authority over others. “Yahoo!! I are a Sergeant now!” And yes, there are those that rise up in Satan’s ranks while still mortal. This is where dark translated beings come from.

We will next discuss how a minion or even a dark translated being can escape from hell, repent and become a being of light again.

To be continued.

What the ….?

The scriptures speak of “being thrust down to hell”; “thus the devil cheateth their souls, and leadeth them away carefully down to hell”; “and thus he whispereth in their ears, until he grasps them with his awful chains, from whence there is no deliverance.”

I’m sure we all would like to believe these are just metaphors designed to help us make good choices! Don’t you think? Would God actually make us go down to hell, thrust us into hell, loaded with chains, to suffer and suffer and suffer? I’ve heard of surveys where many Christians and even LDS don’t really believe in a Satan and hell. Ah yes, the ultimate lie. “I’m not real, just the imaginations of a hyper righteous clergy and parents that desire to control and own you.” No, they are just the order followers and not the order givers. It is Satan that desires to control you through his minions and mortal demons that willingly and ignorantly do his bidding.

But is there always a price that must be paid? Doesn’t natural law require it? Unless we invoke our Lord Jesus Christ and make His atonement efficacious in our lives by repenting and becoming new beings in Christ Jesus.

Or as it says in Helaman:

“And I would that all men might be saved. But we read that in the great and last day there are some who shall be cast off, yea, who shall be cast off from the presence of the Lord. Yea, who shall be consigned to a state of endless misery, fulfilling the words which say: They that have done good shall have everlasting life; and they that have done evil shall have everlasting damnation. And thus it is. Amen.” (Helaman 12:25-26)

I know many believe that when Alma told his son, Corianton, that after a person dies, “the spirits of all men, whether they be good or evil, are taken home to that God who gave them life” (Alma 40:11) means everyone goes to our Father in Heaven. Surely it is He that gave us life. But what if it means that we go to that God that we worshipped, followed, that we gave our life, energy, love, and support? If a person is evil, who would that God be? We have learned there is a connection between individuals when they have love between them and life essence can actually flow between the two. We have written about this in our last two books. Some call it photons.

If a person follows Satan and becomes one of his children, with whom do you think they have a connection? Who gets their photons, life energy or essence? Our Father of Light gives Life or energy to us, He doesn’t take it. Evil can’t create light, only take it from others. When a person transitions they will go back to their God, whether it is of Light or Evil. We will not be able to say we have not been warned. The warnings are everywhere in the scriptures, everywhere. And as Alma said, “And thus it is. Amen.”

After a person transitions they will not be able to “fake” it any more. Natural law, God’s law, will decree what happens to them. Will it be Heaven or Hell? We know that “Everlasting” is one of the names of God and so there will be an end to the suffering. (Please study D&C 19 to see what I’m talking about if you don’t know.) But for many it will be required and that suffering will indeed be terrible and great.

Now for the rest of this post that I really don’t want to write about.

This will be a real case history with the help of Z. A former church leader of mine that exercised unrighteous dominion, compulsion, and control over me later apologized for what he had done and told me it wasn’t right since I had done nothing wrong. Nevertheless, he still did what his leader had commanded him to do although he knew it wasn’t right. Even after apologizing to me for his actions he never did try to right the wrongs that he had done. He transitioned a few years ago. A short while later I was talking to Z about him. During our conversation she made the statement that after he transitioned four angels from his God met him and took him down to his God’s kingdom—hell. I was somewhat taken aback and asked if she was sure. She was. Though she did tell me he went there as a result of many misdeeds, not from what he did to just me and my family.

Interesting factoid: In a Satanic blood sacrifice ritual, the high priest will hardly ever wield the knife and do the actual sacrifice. He will have an underling do the sacrificial act. There is a reason for this. You see, when any harm is brought to another person, Natural Law declares that the person doing the act must pay the highest price. So the dark high priest will have the underling do the sacrifice while he supervises, knowing full well, the underling will pay the highest price for what is being done. Some call it Karma, but it is Natural Law, and it is what the high priest wants to avoid. Yes, he will pay a price, but not as hard as the one who did the act. So even though my church leader was told to do what was done to me by his “higher authority” it will be he who will ultimately pay the higher price, at least for that one action.

I’m going to quote part of what we wrote in I See….Awake about confirmed atheist Howard Storm’s experience when he was being dragged down to hell:

“Hours ago, I had hoped to die and end the torment of life. Now things were worse as I was forced by a mob of unfriendly and cruel people toward some unknown destination in the darkness. They began shouting and hurling insults at me, demanding that I hurry along. And they refused to answer my questions. Finally, I told them that I wouldn’t go any farther. At that time they changed completely. They became much more aggressive and insisted that I was going with them. A number of them began to push and shove me, and I responded by hitting back at them.

A wild orgy of frenzied taunting, screaming and hitting ensued. I fought like a wild man. All the while it was obvious that they were having great fun. It seemed to be, almost a game for them, with me as the center-piece of their amusement. My pain became their pleasure. They seemed to want to make me hurt by clawing and biting me. Whenever I would get one off, there were five more to replace the one.

By this time it was almost darkness, and I had the sense that instead of there being twenty, there were an innumerable host of them. Each one seemed set on coming in for the sport they got from hurting me. My attempts to fight back only provoked greater merriment. They began to physically humiliate me in the most degrading ways. As I continued to fight on and on, I was aware that they weren’t in any hurry to win. They were playing with me just as a cat plays with a mouse. Every new assault brought howls of cacophony. Then at some point they began to tear off pieces of my flesh. To my horror I realized I was being taken apart and eaten alive, slowly, so that their entertainment would last as long as possible. At no time did I ever have any sense that the beings who seduced me and attacked me were anything other than human beings. The best way I can describe them is to think of the worst imaginable person stripped of every impulse to do good. Some of them seemed to be able to tell others what to do, but I had no sense of any structure or hierarchy in an organizational sense. Basically they were a mob of beings totally driven by unbridled cruelty and passions….

Fighting well and hard for a long time, ultimately I was spent. Lying there exhausted amongst them, they began to calm down since I was no longer the amusement that I had been. Most of the beings gave up in disappointment because I was no longer amusing, but a few still picked and gnawed at me and ridiculed me for no longer being any fun. By this time I had been pretty much taken apart. People were still picking at me, occasionally, and I just lay there all torn up, unable to resist.” (Pages 218-220)

At this point Howard remembered what his Grandmother had taught him about prayer many years ago. He prayed and the Savior had him rescued from hell.

I guarantee when Satan’s angels meet a person to take them to hell they will not show them a “good time.” The deeper into hell they are taken the more their memories of their mortal life are repressed. Hell mirrors the kingdoms of our Father. This earth is part of the Telestial kingdom. As you move in closer to the center of our Father’s Kingdom/Galaxy there is the Terrestrial Kingdom. Closer in still and surrounding the center is the Celestial Kingdom. Satan has Lower Hell, Middle Hell, and Greater Hell. Lower Hell is also partly on this earth. The lower levels of the Telestial kingdom and Lower Hell reside here. As I said, when a person merits hell he is met and taken down. If he has not taken innocent life he will most likely stay in Lower Hell and not have to go much deeper, though as always it depends on what he did while mortal.

He will stay in hell as long as merited. That depends on how many of Gods Laws or Natural Laws he has broken. Natural Law doesn’t look kindly at those who take away another person’s agency. Agency is the only thing you really own when you come here. That is why the Gods of Light warn us to never use coercion, unrighteous dominion, or control over another individual. If we do, there will always be a consequence. And we may not like what that consequence requires of us. There are many that will stay in hell for what seems like “everlasting damnation.” This could amount to one or many more eternal rounds. (If you’ve read our last two books you will understand what this means.) Z mentioned that my former church leader will most likely be in hell for more than one eternal round. That makes me sad to hear. After several years there he is already a well-trained minion.

Once down in hell the person will usually become a minion as mentioned above. Eventually, because the former knowledge is repressed, his memories are lost. The repression and loss of memory is self-inflicted due to the harsh and highly brutal punishments brought by refusing to think as mandated by evil. All in hell communicate telepathically, so if he thinks of his former life, self, or knowledge, all will “hear” him and he will be brutally beaten. He soon becomes like a “new born baby” in that he will then be taught what he is supposed to do for his superiors or “authority.” As a minion he may have assignments in hell or up on the mortal plane where he will torment others with suffering, pain and afflictions. One of their main jobs is to take light away from those in mortality to sustain their superiors in hell. If he doesn’t do what is assigned or fails in the assignment, further torture and punishment await him by those superiors in hell.

To be continued.


Compassion: Middle English: via Old French from ecclesiastical Latin compassio(n-), from compati ‘suffer with.’

“And he said unto them: Behold, my bowels are filled with compassion towards you. Have ye any that are sick among you? Bring them hither. Have you any that are lame, or blind, or halt, or maimed, or leprous, or that are withered, or that are deaf, or that are afflicted in any manner? Bring them hither and I will heal them, for I have compassion upon you; my bowels are filled with mercy.” (3 Nephi 17:6-7)

In the previous post I asked why someone like Z would go through all she does to help others, even those that she has never met and will never see again? Compassion.

When you take the Lord Jesus Christ’s yoke upon you, the compassion felt for others begins in your bowels, as the Lord states in many scriptures. As the old definition of compassion states, you “suffer with” them. Anciently you were not taught the mysteries if you couldn’t answer the question, “How do you know when you are suffering?” The answer is “When someone else is suffering.”

The difference between what Satanists believe and do compared with what the Lord Jesus Christ did and does is Satanists are all about service to self. If it benefits me, makes me feel good, makes me better, makes me look good, makes me more money, makes me, makes me and makes me, then it is good to do, no matter the consequences to others. One of the rules of Satanism is, “If it works for you, great.” Do you see the pattern? Who or what is it all about?

Whereas the Savior is about “you.” He has compassion, He “suffers with” you. And because He does this, He is able to take it away and heal. As is stated in the scriptures, He knows how to succor us. What happened before the ultimate act of compassion or suffering in the Garden? He had some inkling of what He was about to endure and asked the Father if that cup could pass by Him. (Matt. 26:42) Nevertheless, he suffered the will of the Father, in all things. Isn’t that how He defined Himself to the Nephites? (3 Nephi 11:10-11) How do we define ourselves? Do we suffer the “will of us” in all things, or is it His will? You see, the Savior took upon Himself the yoke of His Father and that gave Him compassion for creation.

Was it easy? Will it be easy? Probably not. So why then did He say “my yoke is easy”? Snuffer says it quite well, as only he can, in one of his blog posts about Priesthood where he is talking about one of the laws of Heaven or Natural Law:

“Those who hold priesthood can only proceed using “persuasion, longsuffering, gentleness and meekness” to enlighten those with eyes to see. When this process is followed there is another law (don’t you just love it when Natural Law is taught) which confers upon the practitioner “love unfeigned” for those to whom they minister. When they walk alongside their Lord and accept His yoke they find His love for others. This is the natural result of obeying the law governing priesthood. Love does not need to be feigned when the Lord bestows it as a grace, or an endowment, or a gift of His Spirit to one who follows Him.” (Snuffer, Power in the Priesthood, Part 2, emphasis added)

As we accept His yoke we find His love for others. This isn’t just a natural love that governs priesthood, it governs everyone that chooses to accept His yoke. It’s the love we have experienced from friends in St George. When we have stayed at their home, they have given up their own bedrooms for their guests and have slept on the couch. Another time it was for Z after doing a portalcism, where she was completely drained, and then we did the clearing for a young woman in the family that was extremely ill; near death actually. I knew Z was pretty much done for the day when she suddenly asked the young woman if she could hold her hand. She was given permission and held her hand for a long time. I knew she was feeding “life force” (that which animates your body) into the young woman. In fact, a week later the young woman’s father called me and said he’d never seen such compassion. “That’s what I’m talkin’ about Willis.”

His yoke is easy because it only has two “commandments” associated with it—to love the Lord God and to love others. Some would include we should love ourselves first in that commandment. I think it is a given we should love ourselves. In this day and age that doesn’t seem to be a problem though, does it? Selfie anyone? The scripture states that we are to love others AS we love ourselves, meaning LIKE we love ourselves. It does not say we are to love others AFTER we love ourselves first. Remember, the church of Satan teaches service to self before anyone else and then only to others if it benefits you.

The three people I know that have watched the Saviors life have all told me the same thing. He would give and give until there wasn’t much left. That is why He went to the mountains or wherever to be alone. It was necessary for even the Savior of this world to rejuvenate Himself, to charge up the batteries so to speak. Spiritual work is always much harder than physical work as it includes not just the physical world but aslo the metaphysical. When Z does a portalcism on the very large ones, she is in three worlds at once, ours (mortal), the Heavenly realms and hell. You ought to try it and see how much of your physical energy you have left and how sick you get.

I’ve come to realize that most people just have no idea. Those who judge Z have no clue of what He commands of her. To judge or come to their own conclusions might become a problem for them. Why would she give her life force energy to another and not just let it flow to the person from our Lord Jesus Christ? Might it be that most of the ones we have encountered who are suffering until close to death BLOCK His loving healing? Yet they are willing to accept help from another mortal? Might it be a test for Z to see if she really is willing to give her life for another without reserve? How many have the mistaken belief that “love” means no pain of any type. Go tell that to your wife after she just endured a natural child birth to deliver your cute baby girl. Many firmly believe they know God and the Christ better than God and the Christ know Themselves.

So we have come to understand that our Lord Jesus Christ took upon Himself the yoke of His Father and did the Father’s will in all things. It required suffering, pain and He had to be willing to die. Oh wait, He did die. If we desire to take upon us His yoke, as “easy” as it is, might we also expect the same requirements? Then by so doing, according to Natural Law, the Savior gives us “love unfeigned” for those to whom we minister. By doing this we can have compassion for others. That compassion then allows us to gain comprehension for what they are going through. You see, at this point compassion allows you to FEEL what they are going through. I just received an email from an empathic friend and out of the blue she made this comment (I love when the Savior sends a second witness):

“Tell (Z) I understand. It happens to me too when I work empathically with people and the Lord tells me it’s ok to “feel” their stuff so I can understand them better and then help out. It’s a real whopper to live through their life in about 5 minutes. It usually affects me for the next couple of weeks or so. It’s VERY draining.”

I mentioned in the post called “Experiential” about seeing the lung problem my friend had. The compassion the Savior had blessed me with allowed me to take it from him. My bowels were “filled with compassion” towards him. That emotion allowed me to take part of his lung issue into my lungs. The problem then was I kept it and didn’t give it to the Savior Jesus Christ to then transmute it into light.

You would think I would have learned this lesson after doing this so many times, going all the way back to when I took another friends congestive heart failure back in 2000. We talked about this in our earlier books. Okay, I’m a REAL slow learner…..

Nevertheless, I now have a comprehension of what my friend went through because I was willing to take on some of his suffering. Being willing to take on and feel what another is going through allows us to, for a moment, stand in our Savior’s shoes. Did He not do the same? Only we need to remember to then give it to Him. Otherwise we will find out exactly what their suffering is like long term. How many will pray while standing back, call in the angels, or “Higher Powers” or whatever to accomplish the healing? How many of us lay claim to the statement that “I did that,” or “I healed them.” There is only one true Healer, and it’s not us. He allows us to work with Him in order to comprehend Him, to know Him, to know how and what He is, though on a real small scale. In that way we become a blessing to other mortals on this round ball we call Earth. Is that when this compassion, or love, then becomes comprehension or knowledge, and then can be called Charity, the true love of Christ? Then as it states in Moroni 7:48:

“Wherefore, my beloved brethren, pray unto the Father with all the energy of heart, that ye may be filled with this love, which he hath bestowed upon all who are true followers of his Son, Jesus Christ; that ye may become the sons of God; that when he shall appear we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is; that we may have this hope; that we may be purified even as he is pure. Amen.”

Will it be hard? Did you hear about the man that went to the local gym for two years and just sat and watched the others lift weights and work out? After two years of this he felt he was as buff as any of the rest of them. Was he? I know, it’s a ridiculous story. But how many of us believe we can become like Him without lifting the weights, doing the work and suffering the pain required to build muscle and maturity? Unless we get into the arena and put all of our wonderful knowledge into action, it will never happen. No worries though since we will be able to go sit on a Telestial planet, worlds without number, for as long as we want.

I don’t know who said it, but I sure agree with it:

“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.”


Neck collars and yokes. What will they think of next?

Webster’s Dictionary defines “yoke” as:

  1. A wooden bar or frame by which two draft animals are joined at the heads or necks for working together.
  2. An arched device formerly laid on the neck of a defeated person.
  3. A frame fitted to a person’s shoulders to carry a load in two equal portions.

Many of those we do clearings with have had a yoke placed on their shoulders. It would conform to the second definition – a device laid on the neck or shoulders of a defeated person. Well, that about covers it. Many of them are connected to the collar that is around the person’s neck. They also have other devices on them designed to cause harm and inflict pain on the spiritual level which will then translate to the physical.

Mainly they are used for control by the entities that are upon or in the person. They will put heavy burdens on them, designed to weigh the person down with stress, pain, mismanagement, mental issues, spiritual issues, and such. The sky is the limit with what evil can think of to abuse a person with.

“It is an iron yoke, it is a strong band; they are the very handcuffs, and chains, and shackles, and fetters of hell.” (D&C 123:8)

Wow, we’ve seen all of this on many people. Remember, the weapons of spiritual warfare are not of the flesh. Though these things are all spiritual, they still hurt, maim, injure, and cause much harm. Weapons are quite devious in their design, evil has been at it a long time.

“And the angel said unto me: Behold the formation of a church which is most abominable above all other churches, with slayeth the saints of God, yea, and tortureth them and bindeth them down, and yoketh them with a yoke of iron, and bringeth them down into captivity.” (1 Nephi 13:5)

Below is an image of what a single yoke might look like. It looks like it would be able to control, weigh you down, and make you obey. What evil places on individuals isn’t this “nice”:

How might the Adversary weigh a person down with such a device? Are they connected to the other devices such as the neck collar? It is really interesting how evil mimic’s things we use in mortality. Or is it the other way around sometimes, but so ancient we don’t’ remember?

Yet, the Lord Jesus Christ tells us to take His yoke upon us. Perhaps evil is mimicking what Light uses?

“Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart; and ye shall find rest unto your souls.” (Matt. 11:29)

He also states in the next verse, “For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Vs. 30)

Okay so evil mimics our Lord Jesus Christ, but puts a dark spin on it. So if we take on the Savior’s yoke, is it actually easy? Is His burden light as in weight, or is it light as in energy? Both? Neither?

Several years ago I took Z to see Snuffer. During the conversation they talked about how they were both “voluntolds.” Z has used that term many times since. You see, both of them actually did lay their agency on the Lord Jesus Christ’s altar and He accepted it. Unlike so many that I have met that make that claim, but really didn’t. How do you know? Fruit is one sure way. What are they doing for the betterment of mankind? Oh, and womankind too, sorry ladies, you know I’m the most PC man there is. There is zero self-aggrandizement in what they do. Each has taken His yoke upon them. These people that bad mouth them and say things like they have these huge egos, etc. are just plain idiots. Why don’t you ask them if the burden is light, as in weight? Or if His yoke is easy?

When Snuffer was going to give his last talk of the ten talk series down in Mesa, Arizona, Z was told to attend. She called me at 4 AM the morning she was to leave and informed me in a very frail voice that she had experienced a heart attack. She has had many of those and it takes a bit to recover so I just knew she would not be heading to Arizona. She asked for a blessing. I headed over there and after a bit of surveying the situation I laid hands on her head to voice the blessing. In the middle of it the Lord Jesus Christ told her to get in the van and head to Arizona. I admit, my feelings toward Him at that moment weren’t very kind as my friend lay there suffering. In the back of the van on the floor? Really Lord? The hospital maybe, but a twelve hour trip to Arizona?

Through much pain and suffering she attended the talk in person. Why? Because He asked her to go.

Just last Saturday we attended to a portalcism where an active level 25 portal resided. That is the top level of portals, requiring the sacrifice of innocence from a very high level Satanic High Priest to create and open. This one was ancient. She knew the pain and suffering it would take to help her guardian close it for the Lord Jesus Christ. After it was closed she collapsed onto the concrete floor in the basement. I am not allowed to go into the details of it, but just know the pain she was in was quite real and quite intense. We have done so many the past few years she is bone weary and can’t get recovered. After a long rest on the floor we helped her to a seat, then another rest and then helped her upstairs where we did three clearings. This also takes energy as she looks to make sure us partially sighted people get everything. Then it will take literally a week or more of pain to recover, only to do it all over again and again. This last time one of the other people saw the tears on her face the pain was so intense. I made a mistake and let them come downstairs too early.

Does this sound light or easy?

I know Z has His yoke on her, as I’m sure the other “voluntold” does. Neither one needs this. Or do they? Why would the Savior say His yoke is easy and His burden is light?

Why would Z agree to go to the home of someone she has never met, most likely will never meet again, and go through all of this pain and suffering to free them of the portals and entities that are plaguing them? And then continue with the pain by helping in the clearings of many of the residents of said homes? There is no ego in it. We have never asked and will never ask for any compensation, so that isn’t it. The only place it is talked about is here with you four readers and I’m sure you’re scared enough of what the neighbors and family might think you hardly dare share it. It is quietly done and without fanfare. Why?

See you all another day.

Stiff necked

Ouch! I can’t tell you have many times Z has told me, “If people only knew what is attached to them.” In 2 Corinthians 10:4, it states “The weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh….” Well guess what, neither are the Adversary’s.

In 2 Nephi it states, “They wear stiff necks and high heads; yea, and because of pride and wickedness, and abominations, and whoredoms, they have all gone astray save it be a few, who are the humble followers of Christ; nevertheless, they are led, that in many instances they do err because they are taught by the precepts of men.” (2 Nephi 28:14) The scriptures talk much about stiff necks. A few more of many examples are: “He stiffened his neck and hardened his heart from turning unto the Lord God.” (2 Chronicles 36:13); “Speak not with a stiff neck.” (Psalms 75:5). The prophet Jeremiah told his people that “they obeyed not, neither inclined their ear, but made their neck stiff, that they might not hear, nor receive instruction.” (Jeremiah 17:23) And finally the Nephites were told they “wear stiff necks and high heads.” (Jacob 2:13)

In one of Snuffer’s books or blog he stated:

“As the Lord warned our Church in the condemnation, our limitations result from two characteristics—pride and unbelief.

Our pride comes from our belief that we, and in a sense, we alone, have the only real truth about God and how we are to please Him.

Our unbelief comes from the fact that we tend to disbelieve anything that we don’t think we already know.”

Is it me or does this seem to be one of the afflictions of the people of God? Do we feel we are better than others? That we have the truth and they are wrong? Anyone heard a Rameumptom testimony lately? Are we prideful we are in a group or fellowship and out of “that” church? Or that we are in “the one true church” and not off following an “apostate?” Are we grateful we live up here on the bench and not “out there?” I remember my second day as a sophomore at Cottonwood High School I found myself walking behind two senior coeds. I was enjoying the scenery when one girl said to the other, “Look at how awful that girl is dressed, she must be from Taylorsville.” I was so naïve I didn’t know that there were “classes” of people and we were to “look down” upon others because of dress or where they lived. Do you think these two girls had neck collars to help keep their heads high in judgment? Wow, we all have so much to be proud about, don’t we?

If my physical neck is real stiff I will usually go to a chiropractor. But this is a different kind of stiff neck—it’s spiritual. We have done over two hundred clearings the past several years where Z is there to help this semi-blind man see as the clearings are done. As we have done them, my spiritual sight has become better, which I’m not sure is a good thing. On about 80% of the people that have had hands laid on them for a clearing, there is a neck collar. They have been seen in all varieties and shapes. Some have had an entity of pride attached to the collar. I remember telling Z that one particular collar looked like a daisy around the person’s neck. Only it wasn’t petals forming the daisy pattern but knives. Isn’t that amazing? I have thought so, especially in light of all of the many scriptures that talk of such things, like stiff necks. Some of these collars are generational, others we have allowed to be attached to us, and some come because of unbelief, pride, or other negative emotions, thoughts, or actions.

Below is a “neck collar” from the slave trading days. Though what is seen on people receiving a clearing isn’t this “nice.”

It would look more like this:

Or worse. They are designed to cause torture, pain, and suffering. Most come with chain(s) attached so those dark entities assigned to us can lead us around and control us.

They will also to keep the head held high, as with pride. Many believe that they are “right” and therefore we say that they have determination so they don’t waver in the faith. Many of us would declare that we are loyal to our cause, strong in our faith, unwavering for truth.

Yet are not many stiff necked people blind to their own rigidity? Are they stubborn, obstinate, pigheaded, unteachable, and inflexible? Do they KNOW they are right? And you are WRONG? Have we been taught to be this way because of our religious dogmas, our parents, family, friends, and even enemies? Does our “righteousness” come from pride and the need to be right? Or do we just know that we are never wrong.

The problem is when the device has been cleared off and we don’t change our habits, our thoughts, and our way of being. We have discussed in the books the need to create new neural pathways, or new habits. Turning to the Savior is the KEY. The need to become humble like our Lord Jesus Christ is essential to keeping devices like a neck collar off. Unless of course you just love that kind of “spiritual fashion”, think you look good in it, or perhaps you receive comfort having a dark evil entity leading you around by the neck while putting vile, egocentric thoughts into your noggin.

“But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.” (John 3:21) Maybe John should have also included our thoughts along with our deeds being “wrought in God” in this statement. Just sayin’.

We will continue in the “sandbox” but next I want to discuss “yokes.” Well, actually all of this is in the sandbox.